A short free-form poem from John's POV Post-Reichenbach

I want to escape into my dreams

Find a place where nothing can touch me

Sleep uninterrupted

Let those feelings wash away

No one reaches out anymore

In my dreams someone does

Awake, I've stopped enjoying things

Awake, it's harder to smile

Awake, I'm alone

Awake, I grow bitter and angry

In my dreams time is fluid

Time stands still

It's not perfect in my dreams

But I don't want perfect

I want peace

Awake, friends desert me

Awake, I isolate myself

Awake, the world turns on

Awake, I hate being awake

In my dreams I feel safe

And I am not alone

There is a smile only for me

A voice on the wind

I sleep for that voice and that smile

Because they only exist in my dreams.