NOT A Fairytale

by pierce-the-soul-867

I'm not a princess, this isn't a fairytale, but, i hope i'll find someone who might treat me well. I have always dreamed of having loving family and friends, but, I know that dreams will only be dreams. Sometimes when I go to sleep at night I wish I don't wake up, I wish i could just escape this place, this place where no one cares and just be free...but I know it will not be.

-SAKURA'S P.O.V -

I'ts yet another day that i get home to meet my drunk father and mother's (who just doesn't give a damn) rath. I dont know what i did to make them so angry but its always been this way -i come home after school or work and i get beaten or in my parents words "taught a punishment". I dont know why it happens but i think that its me, i mean i think theyre blaming me for ruining their relationship and family or always do this- take their anger out on me, which practicly leaves me all broken and hurt the next day. Sometimes i wish that i hadnt been born but then again that would make everyone around me happy (except for maybe my baby cousin shina) and i dont want that, i mean im not a cold-hearted person or anything but i think they deserve like a punishment or something. I wish someone else could be in my position instead of me but that means someone will be hurt for no reason so i take it willingly. Of course it hurts knowing the people you love hate you but i woudnt trade my life for anything or to parents have always hated her, despised her, abused me but i keep it a secret because i dont anyone to interfere in my life and i dont want people sending me those annoying pity and sympthy looks theyd send me if they found out and i just hate that. I'm a big girl and old enough to take care of myself so that is exactly what i'll do. I'll get passed all this and i'll turn back to normal me but let me warn you, you are now reading the story of haruno sakura and ill tell ya it isnt pretty, OH! and this - the story - my life really is not a fairytale!