Black and White
Summary:Sakura has always been home-schooled. Now her mother is sending her to a boarding school. What will happen? Romance of course. My first fanfic here. GaaSaku pairing. Written in Sakura's POV.
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Do you ever get the feeling that people are avoiding you? I get that feeling every day. I don't only get the feeling; I actually see it happening. No one will ever talk to me or even look at me for that matter. My mother says it's because they don't understand the way I think. I say it's because they just don't like me.
If I had to use one word to describe myself I don't think I could do it. There is no one word to describe someone as strange as me. You could say I'm complex but I'm also simple. You could say that I'm strange but I'm really just as normal as anyone else here. I'm so many things that sometimes I don't recognize myself.
I don't think I know who I really am. I don't have anyone to tell me who I am except my mother and she always says, "You are who you are." That doesn't help me at all. I don't have any friends. I'm home schooled but that's not the whole reason. The main reason is how I look. I am 5"5', which is pretty normal, and have a thin, curvy figure. My hair goes past my waist and is a pale pink. My skin is even paler than my hair and my eyes are green. That's not very common where I live.
I sort of have this split personality thing going on. Somethimes I'm normal and calm, other times I'm moody and serious, and sometimes I'm angry and loud. The worst part is I never know how I'm going to act. I get mood swings all the time. One second I could be looking at something, oh let's say a flower for example, and I could be thinking, "Oh, how beautiful," and the next second I would be wanting to rip it out of the ground. I suppose It's because I believe that things should always change and we should look at things in more than one way. In one perspective a flower can be beautiful, and in another it can be seen as ugly and repulsive.
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I guess my mother finally realized how miserable I was here, because one day, right out of nowhere, she comes up to me and says, "Go pack Sakura. I'm sending you to a real school."
The first thoughts that went through my mind were, "Why would she just spring this on me so suddenly? What kind of school will it be? I doubt I'm going to fit in."
My mother must have seen the panic in my eyes because she said, "Don't worry Sakura. It's going to be a wonderful experience for you." I seriously doubted that.
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So what did you think? I'm sorry if it was too short. I was just trying to get my idea started. If you didn't get what I was trying to say then you could just tell me and I'll re-write it. Also if you could tell me if there's any grammatic mistakes that would be very much appreciated. So please r&r for me.