Disclaimer: I don't own the God of war saga that's Sony & am not trying to claim this shit…

This is my first published story on so please do not be biased in your criticism.

Chapter 1

What is after death, who knows…..?

I sure don't…but what is?

I want to know….

I feel weak many times I can't count….

I don't want to…

Sad and painful times innumerable…memories and moments like this I feel… makes me tear up… am not crying though, why?

I did cry before, lots of moments like this, few years ago

I had no more tears for times like this, none….

Moments when I felt myself so pitifully weak. Tears do nothing, no deity cared, no divine being did…..

But the pain remained, they never go away…..so I don't want to know…

I feel weak again weaker than ever …

I could not grunt, could not move, trying to make any sort of action was to try to cave a mountain with just my breadth.

I could not make a sound; my breathing was very slow, silent and getting shorter by the second.

I wasn't sure if I was still breathing?

Ha!...

Now I understand, I could not feel anything…

Again…

Again…..

Again…..

it's happening again, this moment of my weakness, the weakest I have ever felt, like I was in limbo… there was no angel to guide me, no evil minion to drag me….?

No one around me, none beside me, this time that I could not move even my eyes...

I was so alone,

I felt my mind break, and then I felt empty?

No …This

This is the feeling total hopelessness…..argghhh…..

I felt my already broken mind break again.

And again.

And again

That emptiness turned into a void of nothingness…..

I felt a sudden heaviness in my heart, like the ocean of waters weighed on my heart….why?

Why?

Whhhyyyyyy?

I should feel nothing

Nothing

Yet I feel something…..

This pain that came from my pitiful and weak existence…

I still feel it on my heart, I don't want it, I must find a way to release this burden I must not be weak.

Never Again…!

I must release this pain someway somehow even if I have to share….…

I look into the void in my mind

I saw nothing?

"I am completely crazy?" I said to the void like it was how it was supposed to happen….

I rant

"GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE"!

"BESTOW ME WITH POWER OF EVERY BEING THAT HAS FALLEN"!

"YES! EVERY BEING THAT HAS FALLEN INTO THE VOID"

…..(YOU HAVE BEEN GRANTED WHAT YE HAVE ASKED)(FOR I HAVE NO PURPOSE THAN TO CONSUME ALL AND EVERYTHING)(SO POWER I HAVE IN OVER ABUNDANCE)(JUST AS THE VOID IS OVERBEARING THAT YOU CRUMBLE AND BECOME ONE WITH IT…SO IS MY POWER)(YOU SHALL BE THE FIRST OF ITS KIND)(REINCARNATED FROM AND OF THE VOID)(BORN FROM NOTHING)(YOU SHALL BE MY CHAMPION YOU SHALL BECOME GODLY AND DIVINE )(YOU ARE NOW CROWNED THE FALLEN ENTITY)(YOU NAME IS ICARUS)(YOUR POWER SHALL TRANSVERSE WORLDS)