Will you ever love me?

(Bella POV)

"Alice when will they stop?" I asked Alice while packing the rest of my clothes.

Today was the day I was leaving for my senior trip to Gatlinburg, Tennessee. I asked Alice to help me pack. My plane was leaving late tonight. Alice and I had just come back from one of her crazy shopping sprees. We had made a deal that I would let her take me shopping if she packed all of the clothes that she bought.

"Bella,Bella,Bella,they will never stop until I am dead. You know me better than that or at least I thought you did." She whispered that last part.

"Alice,you know I love you and known you since we were little kids. But all of your shopping is going to kill me someday."

"Well at least you don't have to worry about that for 3 weeks."

"Yeah but I am gonna miss you alot!"

"Oh no you wouldn't you will be having to much fun in Gatlinburg and leaving me here all by myself."
Right now she was giving me one of her famous pouts, but I knew better than to look up. So I kept looking down at my bag and my moving hands with handfuls of cloths. Alice had already somehow packed all of the clothes she had bought into my bag.

"Alice you have Jasper you,know your boyfriend, Rose our best-friend, Emmett that big child-like goof-ball, and Carlisle and Esme to keep you company. Besides you won't even know I'm gone."
Rose, Alice, and I have be friends since Carlisle adopted Rose and me. Emmett,being the goof-ball he is,will always find a way to make you laugh, but when it comes to boys he always acts like he is your big brother. Carlsle and Esme are like real parents to me. Esme has known my mom since high school. So when my parents died Esme and Carlisle went to court to adopt me. I have an aunt but I didn't want to live with her for certain reasons. I had trusted Carlisle enough to tell him everything that has happened to me. So when the court day had come Carlisle had won because he had proof that my aunt was guilty for second-degree-murder. Esme still had no idea but she never asked because she had heard my whole story in court.

"I,actually,We will all want you forever Bella. Jasper, Rose, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme and I all don't have something you will anyways have ." She pointed her little finger at me.

"Oh really and what might that be?"

"Your clumsiness"

"True,true"

"HEY GUYS GET DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS BELLA HER PLANE!!",yelled Emmett. He really didn't have to yell, I mean he was just in the living room, two rooms away from my room.

"GET YOUR BUTT IN HERE AND HELP ME WITH MY STUFF YOU SO-CALLED 'BIG BROTHER'" I yelled right back at him earning everyone in there laughing at me. Then I heard his huge feet on the floor.

"Everyone decent in here?" he asked.

"Yeah Emmett everyone's decent", laughed Alice.

When we got to the airport Alice and Esme were crying.

"Alice,Esme I will only be gone for three weeks. Don't cry. you are gonning to make me cry."

"We can't help it." Alice said through her tears "We will miss you so much!"

"Hey we will miss her too, but you don't see us crying? Know do ya? I don't think so." Said Rose while she was demonstrating with her arms to everyone else. She was always a tough girl.

"NA AH I AM GONNA MISS HER MORE THAN ANY OF YOU!!!" Yelled Emmett.
Rose gave him one of her famous death glares and he shut up right away.

"Flight 236 now boarding, Flight 236 now boarding." The announcer repeated.

"Oh Bella we are gonna miss so much!" Said Esme.

"I will miss you too!", I said, "I will call you when I get there."