Warning: This story is based off of Loveless, but is not yoai or yuri. It is only about Soubi Agatsuma, ONLY! This is a straight love story, not a yoai or yuri one. Please enjoy this story, but if you don't like Loveless. Your lost. Put an open mind while you read this story and try to read or watch Loveless. Hope you love this story. ENJOY!

-TheAug19

Loneliness

Chapter 1: College and Best Friend

I finish high school and I'm going to college. During my last year of high school. I decide to go to a four year college. I'll see if I can maybe major in two subjects. The subjects I want to major in are History, English, Math, and Computer Science. Which ever subject I choose I would love it. But there is a small problem. That's if you can call it small. I can go to college free in the state of Georgia. Because my father is in the Army and he went over seas to fight in the war.

My mom had brought me a used car that is in good condition. Plus the car itself is cute. She also tries to get me to stay in the state of Alabama and that she'll find a way to pay for my college. But I told her that I don't want her to pay for my college and I'm tried of watching her deal with the bills and other things. I also told her not to worry about me. After I told her I would stay during the summer. So I can work and get money for gas and other things I would need. My mom final agree to my terms. She helped me pack all my stuff. I still can't believe that I a lot of stuff. My mom brought me a bookshelf for my books and mangas.

Before I got out of high school. I did a lot of applications for colleges and universalities in Georgia. Most of them were in Atlanta. It I had to guess. I probably did about 100 applications for different colleges. My hands were hurting for a week after I did all of those applications. When I started to receiving letter. They were not good. The headmasters said that my application were good, but not what they were looking for. Then I started to get acceptance letters. There was about ten acceptance letters. All of them were after the colleges and universalities in Atlanta. But I decided to go to the Georgia Tech. Because it was about an hour away from my father's new house. But I probably wouldn't go visit him. I would just go to see my two sisters and my step-brother. The good thing about the universality was dorms, two liberties, gym, and everyone is nice. It's also have a lot of military brats go there. So I won't be the only one. Since they have dorms I don't have to live with fat head (father) and his new family. That is sweet. Because I don't have to live by his rules.

Well anyway, I just got to the university and I have to see the headmaster. So I parked my car in front of a big building. I walked inside to find a door that said headmaster's office. I knocked on the door. A man's voice said, "Come in, please." I open the door, walked in and said, "Hello, I'm Nikki. I have received an acceptance letter from this school." The man said, "Yes, it's nice to finally meet. Judging by your application you are a hard working and smart girl. Did you have a safe ride here?" "Yes, I did. It is also nice the meet you as well. I was wondering are freshmen are allowed to have cars and have a job?" "Yes. So if you have a car and want a job. The car can be parked here on campus and your job has to be on campus as well. Here is your schedule, dorm room directions, room number, and your room key. You don't have to share your room with a roommate. You have your room to yourself. You have your own bathroom and kitchen. So you don't have to eat in the lunchroom. Also your teachers will tell or give you the books you will need." He gave me my schedule, dorm room directions, room number, and my room key. "Thank you," I said. He said, "You're welcome."

I left his office got in my car and follow the directions that headmaster gave me. I finally found the dorms after 30 minutes of looking. The university is huge. I found a parking space outside the dorm. I got out of my car and got some of my stuff out of my car. But the headmaster did not tell me that my room is on the top floor. Which is the seventh floor. There was a lot of stairs and no elevator. That was the bad part. When I finally got to my room door. The number of the room was 719. It was the last room on the right. When I open the door. The room was a studio apartment. There were two doors to my left. The first door was a coat closet. The second door was to the bathroom. To my right was a kitchen. Then in the living room was a day bed and a window door that leads to the balcony. It's a good thing that my mom brought a twin covers. I put my clothes' bag down in the living room/ bedroom floor. Because I had more stuff. So I close the door and walked down the stairs again.

When I got to the fifth floor I almost ran right into a girl with long black and blue eyes. I said, "I'm sorry. Excuse me." I was just about to go down the stairs again. When she said, "I'm Ashley. I'm a freshmen and my room is on the seventh floor. Room number 718. What about you?" "I'm Nikki. I'm a freshmen and my room is on the seventh floor as well. Room number 719. I think you are across the hall from me." "Cool. Can you help me? That's if you can and it's just one load." "Sure. After we get your stuff to your room. Can you help me with mine? Because I have one more load left." "Sure." I helped Ashley with her stuff and she helped me with mine. We were sitting in my room talking about our lives. I learn that she is the only child and her father is in the military just like mine. She lives here in Atlanta for two years. We learned a lot about each other and we both learn that our birthday is on the same day. So we became best friends in only one day. Ashley asked, "Do you want to go get some groceries and school supplies? So we don't have to get them tomorrow." "Sure. If I do that now I don't have to worry about it tomorrow."

So we left my room and walked down the stairs. I got a feeling that I'm going to lose some more weight the next three year. Ashley let me ride in her car. Because I don't know my way around Atlanta, yet. I had to use my mom GPS to get to the school. We both got a lot of groceries and school supplies. But the good thing is that it only took one travel to get all the bags. I put all the groceries up and I put my school supplies in my massager's bag. I had all my stuff from home away. I also built that bookshelf that my mom got for me. By the time I was done with all of this stuff it was 8 p.m. I called my mom and told her about everything. It was 8:45. I decide to take a nice hot shower and went to bed.

The first day of school went by fast. All of my teachers gave the whole class a list of thing we need for their class. I decide to major in Computer Science and History just for the first semester to see how it was. The first week was learning how to get into the flow of college life. Even if it is hard, it is still a learn experience. After a month, it was starting to get easy. Even if I'm majoring in two different subjects. The first year of school was fun and amazing. But the second year was the saddest year beside 9-11. The second year was the year that Ashley was murdered. On our birthday when she told me her true name was Beloved and other things that were complex. The night of our birthday she went missing for three day. Then her body was found in the mountains about three hour away from Atlanta on August 22.