i do not own twilight . just a few things Leah is not a wolf, there will be no cullens in this story, nor will there be a Bella, and lastly seth is older tha Leah.

I, Leah Clearwater, am fifteen years old, I'll be sixteen tomorrow and I start high school at Forks high today. I'm kind of scared especially because my brother, Seth, goes to La Push high. My parents thought it would be a better plan for me to go to Forks high. They said it was safer or something who understands parents anyway.

I'm severely nervous about my first day and a little worried about my big brother. Last year while I was a freshman and he was a junior he always complained about this guy Sam and his, as he put it, cult, but now he's a part of it. He's out all hours of the night with them when Sam calls he runs where ever he is told to go. The other boys in the group are Sam, obliviously, Paul, Jared, Jacob, Embry, Quil, and the new member my brother. Embry, Quil, and Jacob are all seventeen and are juniors. Seth and Jared are both eighteen and are seniors. Then there is Sam and Paul who are nineteen and are out of school. I am a sophomore, but I won't be at La Push high so I won't have to watch my brother and he's little cult.

I have talked to my parents about it a million times they say I'm paranoid, but I know all of them know something I don't know. When I say all of them I mean Sam's cult, my brother, my parents, and the elders of our tribe. I really want to know their secret, but I know they won't tell me. But I also know if I try hard enough I'll figure it out. That's my goal this year to figure out their little secret.

Anyway I'm waiting on my stupid brother to get out of the bathroom. Ugh! I swear he is such a girl so I bang on the door and say," Seth hurries up! I have to get ready too! Stop being such a girl." His elegant response was," It takes time to look this good Lee be patient." I just rolled my eyes and said," Seth get out of there or I will pick this stupid lock!" Finally the door opened and my ever so loving brother appeared in front of me. He said," Don't be so dramatic Lee." With that he rolled his eyes and walked into his room. Seth and I have been fighting a lot more lately. When things get really bad and we're screaming he starts to shake bad and at that point my parents or one of his cult members make him go outside to the forest. He'll stay gone for an hour or two and when he comes back Sam makes sure he's calm before he's allowed to talk again. I really don't understand why though, its part of that stupid secret no one will tell me about. I am in the bathroom now trying to do my make up, but first I look myself over in the mirror. I have shoulder length raven black hair, I'm about five foot six inches tall, I'm tan, I am a C cup and my eyes are a bright almost gold brown. I'm not ugly but, I'm not exactly pretty either I don't really have and curves or anything. I finally broke out of my trance and just put on my skin colored make up, and straightened my hair. It took two hours last night but I decided what I wanted to wear I picked out a tight denim mini skirt that stopped at about mid-thigh and a low cut shirt Hollister shirt that was blue with lime green writing and a lime green spaghetti strap under shirt and blue flip flops. I am really skinny, but I don't have curves so this didn't look as good as if it was on someone else. I guess it'll have to do.

My brother and some of his cult members are bringing me to school I assume their down there waiting on me and eating everything in the house. I swear that's all they do is eat and all of them have six packs and lots of muscles it is so unfair that they eat so much and stay so fit . Ugh! As soon I walked down the stairs I see Sam, Paul, Jared, and Jacob all watching TV and eating food with Seth. I say," Good morning boys I see you already cleared all the food out of the house." As soon as I said that they all turned and looked at me. They all laughed a bit Jacob said," You know us so well." I just giggled and went and sat with them we didn't have to leave for school for another ten minutes. Seth who had been silent finally spoke up," Leah what the hell are you wearing! It's you first day are you trying to be the new school slut!" He said it with such anger I was scared and on the verge of tears so I yelled back," How dare you! It's not that bad I'm not showing to much cleavage mostly because I don't really have any, but I will not be disrespect by someone who is such a stupid little pretty boy!" He began to shake like he does when we fight like this and then Sam said in a low and commanding tone," Outside Seth. Jake go with him and make sure he gets to school the rest of us will bring Leah to school." I knew I should be mad that he was being like this so controlling and commanding, but Seth and I really need to calm down so I let him take control of the situation.

After Seth was gone I looked at the boys and said," Sorry about that we fight a lot more here lately." Paul looked at me and asked," Why is that?" My reply was," I don't know it has been like this since you all started hanging out with him. Not that I'm blaming you guys or anything." All three of them looked at me with understanding in their eyes and Jared said," I'm sure it will get better just give it time. We better get going your parents told us to tell you they left early, but have a good day and they'll be here when you get home." I smiled at him and said, "Thank you you're so sweet. You all are." They all gave me warm smiles and Sam said," Well let's get you to school." With that we all walked out the door and piled into Sam's giant truck.

The car ride there was silent so when we pulled up to Forks high I jumped up out of the truck gave them all a warm smile and said," Thank you." Sam said," Your welcome we're picking you up from school today too with Seth. Have a good day." I said," Thanks and you too." When I turned and started walking towards the school I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw someone I hoped to never see again. Tyler Crowley just thinking his name sent me into a deep dark depression. I had a thing with him this summer. Only Seth knows the depths of the situation. I lost my virginity to him and shortly after I found out I was pregnant. I couldn't have a kid I wasn't ready so I did what I thought was best for me. I told him we just weren't going to work out and got an abortion. He moved on seriously fast I never told him about the baby, I thought he would be mad so I just kept it to myself. Seth found me crying and puking the day after I got my abortion so I told him everything. He was mad at me at first, but he forgave me.

I quickly got around him before he noticed me and got into the school there I was greeted by some boy he walked right up to me with a smile and said," Hi I'm Mike Newton are you new here?" I smiled and said," You could say that. I'm from La Push my parents enrolled me here. I'm Leah Clearwater." He asked me," Do you want me to help you find your classes?" I just smiled and said," That would be great. Thank you." We talked while he walked me to choir. I love to sing so this class appealed to me.

When I walked in sitting there flirting with a brunette was Tyler , I tried to walk by him without being noticed, but I wasn't so lucky this time. Right as I got past him and thought I was in the clear I heard my name," Leah?" I didn't need to turn around I knew exactly who that was. It was Tyler and I heard him come up behind me. I turned around and put on the fakest and most believable smile I could pull off. When I saw him I thought of the baby that would never be. I was so zoned out remembering the pain I didn't realize he was talking to me the whole time. I finally said," What?" He said," What are you doing here?" I took a deep breath and said," My parents decided it would be better if I finished out high school here." He smiled at me and said," I have missed you so much Lee. What happened to us babe." I nearly broke down there but I just looked at him and said," Yeah I see how much you missed me you started dating someone the same day we broke up and by the looks of it you are very close to getting somewhere with the brunette over there, so why don't you go back to that." He looked hurt but, rolled his eyes and walked away. I didn't see Tyler again that day, but I did make new friends like: mike, Jessica, Angela, and Justin their all juniors, but their great.

School was finally over I was walking out with Jessica and Angela when I saw my ride. All the boys were standing around the truck waiting for me. Jessica looked at them and started to drool she asked," Who are they and why are they here?" I smiled at her and answered her question," They are here for me the one on the far right is my brother Seth, next to him is his best friend Jacob Black,, next to Jake is Paul Maraz my brother's other friend, next to him is Jared Wright yet another one of my brothers friends, and finally next to him is Sam Uley the leader of their group." When I finished I thought she was going to faint she practically yelled at me," You are so lucky!" I laughed and smiled and said," Bye guys see you tomorrow." They said," Bye Leah." In unison.

I was almost to the truck when I saw Mike and Justin. They stopped me to say good bye they both gave me hugs and told me stupid jokes. I giggled as I walked to the truck to see Seth looked livid I smiled and said," Hi guys." They all smiled except Seth who glared and said," Get in the truck."