Inspired by "Incase I die, Here's my goodbye" by Big-Blue-Eyes18

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight cos I'm not Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 1

APOV

"Beep" the agonizing sound of the monitor, it meant that her heart stopped pumping. It meant that she left us, left us with the only memory of her existence – Renesmee Carlie Cullen – the daughter she died giving birth to.

Everyone broke down into sobs, but no tears trickled down our faces. Aside from Jacob of course, he was crying, bawling like everything he loved had died. Well, technically, it's true. I mean he loved Bella but he also loved a bunch of other people so it is like his mom and dad and sister and…well, you get what I mean.

We all crowded around the ice cold, rigid body of our beloved sister. Even Rosalie, the 'ice queen', did. She did like Bella after all, but it is too late to admit. After all, she's gone.

Jasper wrapped his arm around my waist, supporting me as I sobbed for my best friend, for she was the most selfless person I have ever met. For she always put up with me and my games, she was the most amazing sister I could ever have. I blame myself for everything. Why? If I could see her future, I could have prevented it. Had I known that the baby was going to crack her entire ribcage causing the bones to pierce into her heart and kill her, I would have made sure somebody removed the baby from her body. It is my entire fault.

I know what our house is like without Bella, everyone just isn't himself or herself. Edward just mopes around, Emmett's not funny anymore, Rose just snaps at everyone, Carlisle just look distant, and Esme's just looks as if her baby was left behind, which technically is true. Even Jasper is well, not him anymore and me? Well, I guess I'm not chirpy anymore.

Flashback

Crack! She fainted after letting out an ear splitting scream.

"Oh my gosh! Bella, BELLA!! Are you okay?" Rosalie yelled frantically. Bella frail body laid there, no response, no movement.

"Oh my baby. What happened to her? Carlisle, will she be fine?" Esme was beyond concerned. Turns out, the baby broke her ribcage.

"Hurry, we have to operate. Take the baby out and change her. It's the only way Edward," Carlisle said to everyone. Emmett, being the strongest one, carried Bella to the study, where lately, it was transformed to a medical room. He carefully laid Bella onto the table and everyone snapped to work. Carlisle was barking out orders.

"Esme: Bring me the towels. Alice, you are going to make sure Jasper is okay with all the blood. Jasper, I know you think you're okay but this is precaution. Jasper, make sure Bella stays calm and in sleep throughout the whole thing. It won't hurt that much that way. Rosalie, you're going to have to take the baby once he or she is born. Emmett, your job is to help her incase the newborn attacks. Jacob, do you give us permission to change Bella?" Jacob nodded. Everyone else had scrambled off to prepare. I was calming Jazz down, though usually it's the other way round. "Yes? Good. Edward, you're going to do the transformation and Jacob, you're going to help me. I am going to operate to take out the baby."

Everyone understood. Jasper nodded as if he was ready and he started sending out calming waves, very strong calming waves. I wrapped my arm around him and kept whispering 'its going to be fine' in his ears. He smiled in thanks and continued his job.

Meanwhile, Carlisle had used his teeth to cut open the womb. He carried out the baby and handed her to me. I ran over to the door where Rose, who immediately took the baby next door, met me. I rushed back to Jazz, who still was sending out calm waves and continue to support him. The others sighed with relief and I was hit by a vision.

Edward was trying to pump in venom everywhere he could reach. Jacob was yelling something along the lines of 'stay with us Bella, don't go to sleep' Carlisle was attempting on spreading the venom and Jasper was dealing with the newborn. I was standing there, shocked that this could happen. Beep! "NO BELLA, NO!"

Then, Carlisle yelled, "Quick! She's losing blood, fast. We have to change her NOW!" Edward nodded and stepped forward from the shadows, where he had been preparing himself to 'doom his beloved into our lives' as he called it.

"HELP! She's biting me and everything else in her path!" screamed Rose from next door. Jazz rushed out as he had most experiences with newborns and can easily tame this one. Edward leaned in towards her neck and kissed it once, before sinking his teeth into it. He quickly let go and moved to the next spot, where he kissed again before he sunk his teeth into. Carlisle was pumping her heart fast and Jacob was keeping his eye on the meter. I looked at the unfolding scene, unsure whether to stay and witness or leave and mourn in advance. I stayed and within minutes…

Emmett carried the body and took her into an unused bedroom, where she will lay until we figure out what to tell Charlie. I cleared the medical bed and moved to clear the sofa as well. Under the pillow where she had been lying on, there was a stack of letters banded by a rubber band. There was a note on it, saying:

If anyone finds this, don't read it unless I have died.

"Everyone, come down right now. Family meeting." I whispered. I knew everyone could hear me so I didn't bother raising my voice. In a flash, everyone was down and had a look of concern in their eyes. I raised the hand holding the note and pointed to the stack of envelopes. Everyone understood what I meant and picked up their respective letters.