What if
To my dearest Sonny,
I guess you already know what this is. It's funny to think it has to end like this, but your mother is right. I am just as drama filled and destructive to you, to Gabi and especially my lovely daughter, Arianna Grace, but more importantly having to do this, to leave you, the one true person I can see growing old together with.
This is hard and hence why I can't do it in person, because I know both you and Gabi would try and talk me around, say that I should stay and to ignore your mother, but I can't do that. It's not fair on you. You shouldn't have to choose or even decide what is the right thing to do.
That is why I have made this decision for you Sonny. I know you will be upset and angry with me and trust me when I say that I am upset and angry with myself for allowing all of it to come to this at the end of the day.
I want you to help Gabi take care and ensure that Ari has the best up bringing without all the drama my family is best known for. I know deep down I may….no will regret this, but given what I know with my own past, plus my mothers, well as I have stated above, Arianna would just be brought into this world, this bubble I am somewhat part of.
I am not sure where I will end up, but I do know by the time both you and Gabi read your own individual letters, I would have left town and be far, far, far away not to cause any further damage to all three of you.
I love you Sonny Kiriakis that I do know very much. You shall remain solely my soul mate and my confidant. You will be my first and only true love of my life, but we just aren't right and in a funny way, I am glad your mom was able to make me see what she could and clear my mind to realize that you are so far better without me around you.
Take care my darling. Be happy and most importantly, know that I will be thinking of you pretty much 24/7 along with Arianna and Gabi.
Now here comes the worst part, the final goodbye.
I love you Sonny so much.
Take care my darling.
Yours forever and ever.
Will
Xoxoxoxoxxxxooo
Tear welled down Sonny who, by the time that he had finished reading will's letter, was crying so hard, the piece of paper he was reading from, his boyfriends feelings and soul, being almost torn, scrunched up and becoming wet from his tears that slid down his eyes down to his cheek and onto the paper.
He could hardly believe that Will would just up and leave like that without any talking to him. Yes he would have stopped him, but he wasn't even given that option.
That's when the hatred for his mom started to well up within him. How could his own mother turn his loving, caring and sweet boyfriend, life partner and soul mate like that.
He could almost call his mother, better yet go over to his parents place, slap his mom and give her right piece of his mind right now.
But he decided against that. He decided that would just put more fuel into a burning if not out of control fire.
No, he decided he would go and try to find Will, make him see sense.
He got his keys and walked out in a panic without hesitation to go and find his Will. Nothing else would matter as long as he could find his Will and bring him back into his loving arms.
This was a mission that he was determined to win and finish.