A Heroes final moments.
"In the end was it worth it little hedgehog, was it worth defying your own father?"
How did I get here, at this moment where my life ebbs out of me with every breath? Even as I die I question my life it seems like my whole life has been nothing but unanswered questions. For fifty years I have lived on this earth, for most of it I have slumbered. Why am I here?
Why is life like this, one question that leads to no answers but to even more question? Why is it always the people who I finally risk loving who suffer for my very creation? All I ever wanted was answers to my past, I never wanted war.
Maria, my dearest friend she was the first casualty the one person I thought would always be with me. She was the North Star that guided my journey, and because of me she is dim forever. I never meant for that to happen I only meant to live. Her death, her blood, it's all because of me and the doctor. She took a risk that turned bad, she decided to love a cursed being. She decided to love me.
"Was it worth protecting those pathetic cockroaches that would leave you to die fighting me?" the dark figure gasps out with malice as it too takes its last breaths
Then there is her…I never thought after Maria's death that someone could possibly come near me without my malice turning them. Yet she was different, she was not the innocent flower that Maria was. She was so strange so strong, where Maria was a star she was a full-fledged super nova. So fiery so strong willed, oh how she annoyed me yet she, much like a magnet, attracted me.
Then there was that moment, after becoming partners in G.U.N. there was almost no day that went by without me seeing her so perhaps I should have expected what was to come I should have seen it coming but that is what happens when your heart turns to stone…love surprises you. I was more surprised that day than on any other day of my life.
The way she shook as she came near me, so fragile like a single word would crush her entire being. I was worried, shocked, that perhaps the strongest person beside myself could seem so vulnerable so…weak. I remember it so well as if it was yesterday. In my final moments would it hurt to finally fall into my memories, I spent so much time trying to remember the memories I lost that I forgot to pay attention to the ones I was making per haps I can just this once fall back into those old memories.