It'll Never Be The Same Again

by Chrissy Masen Magnitude

Set right after New Moon, What if Edward came back too early, would it be the same?. "What if this was meant to happen?, to test how strong our love really was". "I couldn't even -wait, was?"

1. Why me, Why now

POV: Bella
Age: 18
Title: Why me, Why now.
Mood:Pain, Loss, Suffering

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'Ha Yeah Right' I thought, He never loved me. It was all a lie, something out of a fairytale. How could I have thought this would've lasted so long. I could always feel it coming It always quirked me a bit when he would be away hunting, always awaiting his return, Now the pain is of a consistency I can't even comprehend I just want to be free from this pain and suffering to not think of himanymore or his beautiful pale face...I would much rather die then have to go through this. I shouldn't let myself succumb to this level of indecency, I should get up and live the life I was given, but yet I choose this masochist path to suffer in silence instead of having to be reminded of him in every corner I look in, perhaps this is how life will always be for me.

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