a/n i do not own twilight.
first fanfiction, not sure if its any good or not! anyway read and then review please. Tell me the honest truth.
Chapter 1 – Goodbye Girl
"So you're definitely coming up to Alaska for two weeks in summer and I'm coming back down to La Push the next two weeks?" I asked my best friend Jacob Black for the tenth time that morning.
"Definitely but we'll be speaking on the phone, and texting and e-mailing and texting each other everyday. Don't worry, you're not getting rid of me that easily Bells," Jake grinned. He pulled me into a bone-crushing hug and pressed his face to my hair kissing my forehead. I pressed my face into his chest, here I was at my favourite place in the world. Lately I'd been feeling more than just friendly feelings towards Jacob but I was too afraid too admit them or do anything about them. And after my mum springing that we're moving to Alaska on me I didn't see the point, I never fancied a long distance relationship. So I buried my feelings.
"Listen Bella …" , Jake started, staring into my eyes, "there's been something I've been meaning to talk to you about. For a while now, but its even more urgent now you're moving … I was wondering if you'd … liketogooutwithmesometime," Jake mumbled out in a rush.
"Oh Jake, you're just a little too late," I whispered. "Honestly if you'd asked me a month ago I would have said yes without a doubt. But I just can't be in a relationship right now, I want to try and get settled in my new house and new school at least and then I may think about it. Maybe we'll see how things go when I see you in summer. You have no idea how sorry I am, Jacob" I said.
"It's ok, I still love you Isabella Swan, I thought you might say something like that. My sensible best friend," sighed Jacob.
"I love you more Jacob Black, my mad best friend," I grinned.
"Not possible," whispered Jake. "Anyway, I need to get Quil's car back to him, so call me as soon as you get there, ok?" Jake asked his tone returning to normal.
"Of course," I promised.
That's all I remember. That and blinding light and insufferable pain. And now there was this deep burning in my throat, a hunger for something I didn't know. I opened my eyes. Standing in front of me was an angel mixed with a Greek God. There was no way I could be alive or awake at least, this creature was inhumanely beautiful. I closed my eyes again waiting for purgatory or reality to hit.
"Bella," there was a voice as soft as silk right at my ear and urgency in it frightened me, but I didn't know what there was to be frightened of. Then I thought of Renee, Charlie, Jacob. Where were they?! I tried to muster the strength to speak, but I couldn't my throat was as dry as a bone. All that came out was a hoarse choking sound.
"Carlisle!" the silk voice was shouting in urgency again and fear washed over me. I closed my eyes again.
"Bella?" this voice was clearer and easier to tolerate. "Can you hear me?" I voice which i assumed belonged to a male.
"Yes," I answered, my eyes widened in shock. That had came out of my throat, my voice box. But it didn't sound like me at all. More like the two voices which spoke before me, but higher. "What's happened?" I asked, shivering at the new sound of my voice. "Where am I? What about Renee, Charlie? What about Jacob? Am I in Alaska?" I babbles out in a rush. I felt like a child whose lost their mom in a mall.
"Its ok, Bella," said the calm soothing voice and I felt calm wash over me.
"We'll explain everything to you just now," said the same voice.
I blinked, patiently waiting for an explanation.