a/n : this is a poet fanfic made after i read Iluxia's '1923, The Only Fault'. I admire the '1923' that it inspire me to write my first poet in English. Hope you like it.
this fic mainly Ed and Roy, 'I' as Ed and 'You' was Roy. i hope that Roy and Ed can be happy in '1923' fic, well maybe on it's sequel...
Consuming Flame
..
My life is one of the greatest
Your was another picture of perfectness
.
Listed as one of the genius in science society
Basking with studies and theories
Yet it just barely a step of my life
A small ripple of the ocean
.
Without glancing, I know you
Another important person of different field
A heir with promised future
.
You seem so distant yet so close
Nice talk and good companion of coffee
Exchanging words
Exchanging looks
Exchanging gestures
For the sake of other's presence
.
When I think nothing better can be happen
Fate has its own plans teaching me about different taste of love
.
In the tip of my tongue
You were sour at first
Before gradually changed
.
It was as good as I can dream
If not far better
And the feeling was mutual
.
I often thought that my heart made of steel
That is until I remember
That flame melting the metal
.
You gave another form of my heart
I gave you chance to reach the degree you never surpass before
.
You shape me the perfect metal that can shine through darkness
I choose you as the only resource of my light
.
You make me so only can respond to your fire
I make you feel the need to mark your territory
.
You make me firmer so we can keep it ourselves,
alternate it as one of world's secret
.
But I tempt to broke the boundaries for world to see,
so only the blind heart couldn't see
.
I succumb in the pleasure from the gentle of your burning fingers
Make me want you more
As soon as we find each other
As long as we managed to lengthen the pleasure
As close as our nuisance skin makes us two
As close as our sense makes us whole
.
I ask, you answer
You need, I give
As simple yet complicated as it always was
.
So I wonder,
Why the best thing is not the good one?
.
I want you still be mine not for share
And you want it to lasting forever
Since we meant for each other nicely
Since nothing can describe us other than flawless
Perhaps, that's the flaw since the beginning
.
Because my life is one of the greatest
And your was another picture of perfectness
Out mighty was our greatest flaw
.
So, why the best thing aren't the right one?
.
I reasoned that I have life
So do you
Instead of throwing it off the window and being happy
I choose what's right for us
.
There are tears
There are agonies
There are loves
So much love that the pleasure only bring pain
Because the last time means goodbye
.
The end of one thing is beginning to other thing
And to start mean to stop
To start live without you mean stop being with you
It's still early to undone the choice
But I know that there's nothing to be undone
.
Even after the time escapes through my fingers
I still love you as much as you love me
If not the same amount, the longing make it more
Though the edges were softer
Once the consuming flame now a gentle glow
Not striking but it was there
.
When the time comes, ready to come alive by single breeze
Only, it was't my decision to lit it
For my soul anchored to you
.
That my life is one of the greatest
While your was another picture of perfectness
May we meet again in other realm as inseparable lover
