Ok lovelies since I have gotten such good reviews on my last Mortal Instrument fanficion I have decided to write a FF based on my life, with a few embellishments. Enjoy.

Chapter 1: Suicide is my friend.

CPOV

Ever since my moms been working so hard, I've been home alone a lot. Kids at school have been teasing me because my clothes have been getting too small for my body, but my mom hasn't been home and her boss keeps cutting her pay check. Most of the time I have to borrow my clothes from my best friend Isabelle, luckily her clothes fit me perfectly. Today as I walk into school I could already feel things go downhill.

"Look what the just crawled out of the trashcan." Sneered some blonde girl with her clique that always insists on picking on me. To my good fortune Izzy came up right behind me and cracked her knuckles, "Hey girls don't you guys have some corner to work?" I couldn't help my self but let out a small chuckle. The girls flipped their hair and left, Izzy looks at me and smiles "How are you today?" she asks smiling at me and walks me to my locker and banging on her locker as it creaks to a slow open.

"Eh I'm ok." I replied, slowly opening my locker and shoving my binders into the small spaces left inside my cluttered locker. Izzy looks at me worriedly, I just shrug and continue to rummage through my unorganized locker.

"Clary you know that you can talk to me about anything right?" Izzy asks me tilting her head slightly.

"Ya I know, thanks Izz." I close my locker and continue to my class.

JPOV

I don't know why I keep staring at her. She's just some chick in my first period. But I just cant keep my eyes off her. Her beautiful mane of fire red hair, the way she bites her pencil when she's stuck on a math question, or the way she smiles slightly when she looks outside. God she is so pretty. But I doubt she ever notices me.

Alright lovlies should I continue? Review please! Love you all!