I in no way own twilight (if only)but I have a challenge for those reading my story, I dare you to come up with a good AlecxBella story that is over 5k words. If you do Pm me plz.
It's been about four months since, Edward Cullen, left me.
At first I was heartbroken I still am but now I feel slightly better. He didn't love me he made that perfectly clear when he left.
Flashback
"We're leaving Bella," he looked at me with his hard cold eyes that I could no longer swim in instead they looked at me as though to dare me to step in his Antarctic looking orbs just so that I could get dragged down into nothingness. "Before you even ask you are no coming you don't belong in my world you deserve a human life."
"I don't want a human life; I want a life with you!"I pathetically told him, I could feeling wetness on my face but I didn't care, I wanted him to see my desperation and perhaps stay with me out of pity if not out of love.
"I no longer love you, Bella." Edward said calmly and perhaps I bit hurt, but I have no idea why he would feel that way.
Those six words cut like little swords at my heart, he look at me once before uttering a good bye and running back to what I presume was his house at vampire speed.
I ran after him yelling "Why Edward why," but then I started feeling indignant how dare he play with my emotions like I was some worthless piece of trash "I hate you so much, I will NEVER forgive you for this Edward Cullen!"And with that I feel to the ground and sobbed for what seemed like hours, but in reality was only about 45 minutes. I got up and brushed myself off, I vowed to myself never to cry about that jerk ever again. Then I walked in the direction of my house with my head held high even though my eyes were probably red and puffy, and my hair looked a mess.
End Flashback
I was a zombie for one week then I came back with a vengeance. I was still the same but instead I felt lighter without him perhaps because I'm not in constant fear of being somebody's snack.
Anyway back to the present. Today was a Monday morning, and I didn't know why but when I looked in the mirror this morning, I finally saw it.
I saw what Jerkward was talking about, I didn't see myself clearly but today I did I smiled at my chocolate brown eyes and mahogany hair today I actually felt ….pretty. To celebrate my new sudden boost in self esteem, I adorned my body with an actually nice looking outfit. I wore a snug red t-shirt and a plain black skirt that stopped three inches above my knee and wore my new black flats, Renee, sent from, Florida. I actually looked okay for a change. I went downstairs to get a bowl of cereal and once I was finished I hoped in my truck.
I throughout my ride to school I felt followed; it seemed every turn I took two cars followed. One was a red Ferrari and the other a black Jaguar. I decided I was being paranoid but just as a precaution I took the long way to school, but sure enough those cars were still there. Annoyed and frustrated, I just drove to school and got out my truck to look at the two separate cars on either side of me.
I looked as three people came out of each car and that's when I noticed something, I noticed red eyes and when I turned to rush to the main office a pair of eyes was locked with mine. I stood there petrified and unable to move.
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