Hi, so I'm Rhyann, I'm kind of new to the fanfiction word, and this is my first fanfiction so im VERY excited! I love glee and my favorite characters are Kurt and Blaine, i think they are just AWESOME and i want them to move to New York (where they just passed the law to allow gay marriage) get married, adopt a cute kitty or puppy (whatever floats your boat) and live in a trendy condo building! too much? sorry about that once i get started talking about them i cant stop :)
i worked pretty hard on this, review please :)
Enjoy!
oh and i've seen people put up disclaimers so here's mine:
Disclaimer: i dont own glee, but if i did, the cast would NEVER graduate :)
I LOVE School
Why is he acting so weird?
Kurt thought as he and he sat across from the handsome boy in the Lima Bean café. Kurt kept his usual smile on—like he always did when he was around the Blaine—but there was something keeping him from smiling as wide as he usually did.
Blaine looked down at his now half empty—or half full, whichever you prefer—cup of coffee and sighed deeply. He tried to compose himself when he saw the concern in Kurt's beautiful blue eyes, or were they green? It really depended on the time of day. He tried to stop the smile that was tugging at his lips by biting it down. Somehow, someway, this sight of this boy just made him smile, and forget about what he was worrying so much about just seconds before.
Finally Kurt broke the rather awkward silence by saying "Are you ok Blaine? You've been acting a little weird lately…and I…well is it something I can help you with because if it is…"
"No." Blaine said rather abruptly which shocked Kurt.
"No…I mean it's nothing, I fine, see?" Blaine said as he put on his biggest most cheesy smile as his face would let him. Kurt laughed but, he knew Blaine well enough by now that he was faking it.
"Blaine, seriously, what's going on?" Kurt asked with a serious tone to his voice.
"Kurt, really, it's nothing I can't handle, don't worry so much" he said with his award winning smile that would normally make Kurt melt into a puddle, but he knew there was something off.
From the moment Kurt had invited Blaine over for dinner only two weeks ago, he had noticed slight changes in Blaine, he wasn't his lively, and rather flirty- but Kurt would never in a million year admit that the boy he was madly in love with flirted with him even the slightest bit—self, Blaine was somewhat zoned out. Since Kurt wasn't with him twenty-four/seven, and only got to see him on some nights and weekends, he knew it had to be something that had happened, or was happening at school.
But Kurt decided to leave it alone for a while to see if it was just something that would pass by, but when it hit the two week mark, Kurt knew he had to confront Blaine on his weird behavior; which is what brought them to the Lime Bean that very day.
"Blaine, I care about you…I mean…I…um" Kurt stuttered
Crap I didn't mean to say it like a creeper, Kurt thought
But Blaine just smiled and prompted him to move on.
"What I mean to say is, I know you Blaine, and I know when you're lying, or when your hiding something and right now you're doing both."
There was a long pause, Blaine was thinking about whether he should just tell Kurt what had happened. But he didn't want to unload his all of his petty little problems he was having at school on Kurt, who had his own set of problems to deal with. That set of problems being Karofski and his numb skull Neanderthal, jock friends. Blaine knew all about what happened with Dave Karofski, the slushy's, the locker slams, the death threat, the kiss…
It made him cringe just thinking about it. Compared to Kurt, Blaine thought he had it made. He had become a mentor for this boy, telling him "courage" and "fight back", yet he couldn't take his own advice.
"Ok…" Blaine finally said. Kurt sat up intrigued.
"I have been having some trouble at school lately…" and before he could get anymore words in, Kurt interrupted with: "I thought Dolton was 'no tolerance for bullying' school, what's going on? Is there someone after you Blaine? Is there anything I can do…?" Blaine laughed at his friend hollowly and just shook his head.
"No it's nothing like that, I promise, like I said, nothing I can't handle myself" he said with a half smile.
Kurt just gave him the "yeah right" look as Blaine continued.
"I've been having some trouble with…well…everything at Dolton. Don't get me wrong I have friends there and everything, but sometimes I just feel like a, oh I don't know, a robot or something. Like we're all programmed to act the same way, to do the same thing, hell, even wears the same thing…" Blaine trailed off for a moment as Kurt just looked at him with those beautiful concerned eyes that Blaine was now sure were more so green, but only because of the lighting in the coffee shop.
"It's even like that with the Warblers now, no expression once so ever…"
"Wait," Kurt interrupted again
"The Warblers always look so happy and animated on stage." Kurt said, remembering how great Blaine looked when he was on stage, and sometimes Kurt would just hope and pray that Blaine was singing straight to him sometimes. Kurt's thought was interrupted by the other boy continuing to speak.
"It may seem so to the audience, but it's all really just an act, there's a reason we stay away from emotional songs, Kurt." Blaine was now looking Kurt directly in the eyes, Kurt almost melting in his chair as those hazel marvels beamed at him. Kurt tried to maintain his poster as Blaine continued
"Anyway, as much as I would love to say that Dolton is the perfect school and you can be safe and happy there, which I'm not saying you can't, it's just that…it's not the school for me"
And at this statement, Kurt's mind went wild with ideas.
OMG, is Blaine saying that he wants to transfer?
What is he wants to transfer to McKinley?
No way, he wouldn't do that, it's already dangerous enough with me being the only out gay kid there
But what if Blaine comes and we can stand up to them together?
And Blaine would be coming to McKinley just to be with me...
Ok now I'm starting to sound like some cheesy Disney chick flick…
Kurt was suddenly brought out of his day dreams by Blaine's hand waving in his face.
"Earth to Kurt, are you still with me here?" Blaine asked, and there was that award winning smile again, goddamit, why did he always have to do that
"Sorry, you were saying?"
"Well…I was talking to my parents about moving schools, and them being the Doctor-Lawyer combo while still able to maintain a bohemian persona, they support me all the way" Blaine said with a smile
"That's great Blaine, so if you knew all of that, then why are you still so…down and out?"
And with that Blaine frowned again, it was almost painful, scratch that, it was painful to see the smile leave that gorgeous boy's face.
"There's just one problem, they gave me a list of school that I could hose from and they were all great school, but they were out of state liberal boarding schools"
Kurt's face dropped from a hopeful smile, to an almost "sad clown" frown. Blaine was just going to up and leave Kurt, just like that? How could he do such a thing? What was Kurt going to do without him?
"You…I…uh…out of state?"
"Yeah, most of them are on the west coast in California and Nevada"
"But won't your parents miss you" Kurt pleaded
"Yes well, I already boarded at Dolton, and I have family near those other schools, so it would be that big of a change I guess" Blaine said sipping his now cold coffee.
All Kurt could do now was stare wide eyed at Blaine. He started to think about life without Blaine, and how he would get on with life without him in it. Blaine had been there for him thought the tough times with Karofski and was still there now, what was he going to do without him? Oh, and not to mention Kurt's undying love for Blaine that he had yet to confess, thinking that Blaine just saw him as a friend. But right now, Kurt would rather have Blaine be "just" his friend forever than nothing at all. So at that, Kurt blurted out something that was just meant to be a thought, and NEVER said out loud.
"Come to McKinley!" Kurt said with excitement
All Blaine could do was look at him with deep thoughtful eyes and study the boy sitting across from him. And just as Blaine was about to answer…
"Wait, did I just say that out loud? I didn't mean to…well I mean it would be amazing to have you there with me…I mean, what am I thinking? You're coming from Dolton academy, one of the most prestigious schools and Ohio, and I'm asking you to down grade to McKinley? That's like going from Alexander McQueen—may he rest in peace—to the baby gap. That was so stupid, I can't believe I said that, forget I said anything I just…"
Blaine put his hand on Kurt's that was resting on the table and said:
"I thought you'd never ask" and there was that award winning smile once more!
Ok, so that was my first ever chapter of a fan fiction ever! EXCITING! anyway, i hopewe you liked it, please review, suggestions and prompts are more than welcome, as is constructive criticize, thanks for reading! theres more to come trust me!
