My first Yuri on Ice fanfic! This idea came to me while I was trying to sleep lol. Enjoy and tell me how I did!
His brown eyes flew open, his once lightly tanned cheeks were a bright red and his body shook as he struggled to calm his breathing. 'Th - that wouldn't really happen, would it?' Yuri asked carefully. 'Would Victor really leave me all alone? No. He wouldn't... But I can't help thinking that he will end up doing so. He's so much better than me yet he sees something in me that I don't. That nightmare though...' His eyes filled with tears as he unconsciously held himself tightly underneath the blue covers.
The moonlight flooded in from the window next to the bed to signal it was the middle of the night but Yuri didn't pay attention to it. He was still under the covers, still disagreeing with himself and still trying to catch his breath after an hour or so after the nightmare. He knew he shouldn't let it get to him due to the fact he would end up doing something unconsciously, but the black haired Asian couldn't help it. Every time he closed his eyes, the thought of Victor leaving him came to mind. It terrified him.
Yuri's tears fell heavily down his cheeks as his body began moving on its own; towards the bedroom door with a sheet wrapped in his right arm. He couldn't control his own body as he continued to head down the hallway, whispering in a shaky voice the name of the Russian he adored too much. "Victor." It came out low, yet shaky and filled with little confidence as Yuri took a few more steps closer towards Victor's room. He felt like he couldn't breathe as he continued his journey. His mind flooded with every moment he'd ever spent with Victor, causing him to bite his bottom lip so no one could hear his cries. 'There's no point in trying to quiet them... My family always knows if I cry and start asking questions. I always lie to them about it so I'll just do the same as usual in the morning.' He took a deep breath as his body faced a sliding door similar to his. His left hand reached out to open it, only to fall back to his side as the eclectic sliding door opened, revealing a tired yet surprised silver haired Victor.
His mind blanked for a moment before realizing he was standing in front of Victor who was staring at him worriedly. "Please tell me I'm having another nightmare..." Yuri didn't care if the beautiful light blue - green eyed man was watching him. He collapsed to his knees, bringing the blanket to his chest tightly. 'How did I get here? I remember waking up in my room then I began thinking about what happened in my nightmare. I don't remember leaving my room at all.' Yuri looked up when he felt a pair of strong hands on his shoulders.
"Yuri..." Victor's gentle accented voice reached the younger man's ears as the Russian stared into tear filled brown eyes. "What's wrong?" Yuri continued to stare for a bit longer before he finally burst out crying, his tears falling off his face onto his legs as he didn't bother trying to wipe them away. The five time gold medalist stiffened as he struggled of what to do. 'I've only seen Yuri cry once and that was when I was trying to see what would happen if I broke him. I don't think kissing him in this situation would help and he hasn't really said anything to me. So what should I do to calm him?'
Yuri's small and scared voice interrupted the Russian's thoughts. "Victor?" He turned his eyes from the older man, hoping he had enough courage to ask this shameful question. "I had a nightmare. And I hope it never happens but I have to ask you no matter what." Yuri hid his face in Victor's green robe and wrapped his gentle arms tightly around the twenty eight year old. "Would you ever leave me?" It came out as more of a whisper but Victor had heard it loud and clear.
Sighing softly, he carefully ran his fingers through Yuri's dark, messy hair to hopefully comfort him a bit. "Listen, Yuri, how many times must I tell you that I came to coach you? I'm not going anywhere. I promise." Victor started calmly. He wasn't just annoyed that Yuri would ask that kind of question, he was also worried. He was worried that if he didn't calm down the younger then he would have to speak to Yuri's family about it and he didn't want to do that... Not yet.
"Those are just empty words!" Yuri whispered hoarsely. He knew he should look at Victor while speaking to him but it was hard. He didn't want to see Victor's expression. He liked the feeling of the Russian's rough hand in his hair but...
Victor heard Yuri give a tiny gasp as he stood with the Asian in his arms. "What are you doing, Victor?" The dark haired skater clutched onto the green fabric tighter.
"I'm going to make sure you sleep." His blue - green eyes stared down at the brown eyed man as he slowly headed back to the bed. The reason he had gotten out of bed was because he had to go to the bathroom but he decided he could hold it until Yuri was asleep.
"Did I wake you up?" Yuri asked in a cute voice causing Victor to nearly trip over his own feet. Clearing his throat, the older man shook his head 'no' and responded with "bathroom".
"Oh, um, you didn't go yet because of me. I'm sorry." But Victor just pulled the covers back and laid Yuri under them carefully. Yuri watched as Victor walked to the other side of the bed and his cheeks began to burn. "W - wait." Victor looked at him quizzically. "Go to the bathroom first. I'll still be here when you get back."
"How do I know you won't leave?" Victor asked playfully, a large smile on his face. He knew Yuri wasn't going to go back to his room, especially in the state he was in now.
Growling as he hid his face in the pillow, Yuri sighed. "I promise I won't leave. I mean it!" 'Besides, it's not like I'm calm from earlier. I guess I should be glad I decided to talk to Victor though I didn't look at him.' He heard the eclectic door shut, forcing him to focus on Victor's quickly fading footsteps only to hear another door shut for a minute. "Should I tell him why he left me all alone in my nightmare?" Yuri heard footsteps nearing the room and his heart began pounding in his chest. The door opened and he held his breath, waiting for Victor to get in the bed.
The bed creaked as Victor laid down and faced Yuri who was still hiding his face. "I'm glad you kept your promise." He smirked, finally getting the raven haired man to look at him. "I'll listen if you want to tell me but I'll let you know now that I've seen the best of you and the worst of you. And I choose both. I wouldn't leave you just because of whatever happened in your nightmare. I swear on my life, not just as your coach, friend and fellow competitor but as someone you hold dear to you."
"I'll tell you in the morning, okay?" Yuri moved closer to Victor so he was pressed against him and the silver haired Russian could wrap him in warmth.
I think they used eclectic sliding doors in the show but I could be wrong. I think eclectic looked right compared to the others I looked at. But correct me if I'm wrong. And also, I tried looking up to see if anything wasn't medically related to Yuri's body moving unconsciously but it turns out your body can't move on it's own without your brain's help... or having any medical issues. Plus, I had to download a love quote app because I got stuck and wanted something romantic in it.