I have been dating my boyfriend for almost seven years. Neither has mentioned the word marriage. I am not sure if either of us really wants to be married. It would alter all the things that we have going now. And neither of us are or maybe will never to be ready to let go of those things.

I remember once after we started dating wanting to be married to him. I wanted it so badly. But after awhile of dating him it went away. Do not quote me wrong, I do love him. But that I guess I just not part of my life plan right now.

"Casey." I heard a voice saying.

I rolled over in my bed and looked at the alarm clock. It was already seven thirty. I really should get up. I scolded myself for sleeping in that late then stood up. My head started pounding and I felt dizzy. But I just pushed it all to the back of my head. I started to walk and collapsed.

"Casey, are you okay?" I heard a faint voice say as they rushed in. Edwin? Or was it Derek?

I tried to say I was okay. I had to be. It was a very big day. But my voice was no where to be found. I could not even move.

"Casey it is Edwin. Wake up please. I need you too." He said hugging me.

His hug was so warm .I wanted to hug back. But I couldn't. Wait…. Who was he? Didn't I just know his name? What was it he had just called himself? Why couldn't I remember?

"Casey," another voice said "We are calling an ambulance.

Who was Casey? Then everything went black. Nothing seemed to be happening. No voices, no smells, and no faces.