All you see in me

Did you ever think I may pretend?

Did you ever consider there may be tears behind my smile?

Did you ever think I may not be what I seem?

I may joke and laugh, smile and grin

I may flirt and be the ladies´ man

I may seem fine

But I am not

All smiles

All polite

All Golden Boy and Boy Wonder

But I am not OK

I´ve lost my parents, my friends

And found a new father

Found brothers, sisters, love, life

And lost it all at once

So...

… no, I´m not OK

This one came to me today. It comes out from my current mood, I must admit. I just don´t have the strenght to write funny stuff lately, I feel not well at all, and this is the way I am trying to cope. Thank you for reading. *hugs