Running Out the Door

And here is where I felt the Tears

Going down my face.

I never really knew

How much I loved him

Until he ran out the door.

I told him something

That he had been wanting

Me to acknowledge

For a long time,

Since I found out his Secret.

I'm leaning against the wall

And I really don't care

If he hears me.

I want him to come back

And tell me he loves me.

That he has since he saw me

Walking through that fountain

Or at least some time after.

That it doesn't matter that

He's a Vampire and I'm a Human

I want him, My Mick.

To Hold Him, Kiss Him, Love Him.

I want Him, the vampire who also

Happens to be My Guardian Angel.

The Vampire..... The Vampire I Love.

As this hits me I know that this is

More pain that I've felt in my lifetime.

Even thinking that Mick was dead,

Didn▓t hurt this much.

It's because I love him, I Love Mick.

And He's not coming back,

Not after I told him

"I don't think I can do this anymore."

I was just about to go into a

Black Hole of Grief,

That▓s when I hear a Knock on my Door......