I decided that I wanted to write another story because I finished my other one. I hoped you guys liked it. I know I had a bunch of mistakes but by writing this I am going to try my hardest not to mess up. I hope that you like this story because to me it feels very personal. Please leave reviews. They are always welcome.

My Secret Life Nobody Knew

Chapter 1

My life was like everybody else's, just a normal girl going to a normal school. I always had the time of my life when it came to my friend because they were always such a joy to because they were always funny as hell. I tried to act like nothing was wrong but I don't know how much longer I can hold it in.

"Rin, Rin, Rin, I have something very important to tell you!" Miku was saying jumping up and down in her seat.

"What is so important that you have to tell me right now in the middle of the class Miku!" I said honestly annoyed.

"Well, with that attitude I might as well not even tell you then." Miku Said a little disappointed.

"Wait Miku let me try it again. What is Miku I hope that it is gossip because you know how much that I love to gossip." I tried to say a little bit happier.

"That's the attitude that I like to hear. Well, I was wondering if you wanted to come to a party at my house. We were going to have a campfire with smores and everything." Miku said hopeful.

"Well I don't if I can, you know the way that my mom is, and she hardly lets me go anywhere. I can try to ask if I can go but I doubt it." I said looking away from her face. I knew already what my answer was going to be. Nobody in the whole school knew what was my problem was. I wish I could tell everyone but if I do bad things will happen. I started to cry in the middle of the class and everyone in the class started to stare at me.

"Rin, honey what's wrong why are you crying? You were just all excited just a moment ago; what happened?" Miku said concerned

"I...I…" I could not say a single word; instead of staying in class I just ran out of the class room. I could not stand being in there another minute in there. I just kept running till I found the auditorium. I found the farthest seat from the door and I began to sob quietly in my own arms. Oh no one knew how much I wanted someone to use their shoulder to cry on.

"Hello is anyone there?" An Anonymous voice called.

I didn't want to say a word so I kept quiet.

Then out of no where comes out Len from behind the curtains. "Are you ok Rin?"

I was shocked that he even recognized from far away. So instead of telling him something I just started to get up so he could not see me crying my little self away.

"Wait up Rin I want to know what's wrong with you. Why are you crying?" Len said running after me.

I kept running and running; it seemed like the door was sop far away from me. But out of no where Len grabs me on the wrist and turns me around. I try to make myself look like I am not crying; but I guess that I did not hide it that well.

"Rin what's wrong; why are you crying?" Len said concerned

"I don't want to talk about Len, so will you please let me go then? I really need to be somewhere right now." I said trying to get away from him.

"I know that you are just saying that to get away from me Rin; so really tell me the real reason you need to leave in such a hurry." Len said

Out of nowhere my phone starts to ring; I pulled it out and checked the number and I knew right away that it was my mom. If I did not get home right away I was going to be in serious trouble.

" Len I really got to go, if I don't I will be in trouble. Sorry got to go." I said as I ran off towards the door.