I lowered Ashley down on the bed and planted a kiss on her forehead.
"Tell me everything you know about the two daggers Will" Helen demanded.
"Supposedly the two daggers were made in heaven. Lucifer, before he fell, created the Loclar dagger out of iron pounded in with nightmares and God created the Alantar dagger, the antidote, with silver pounded in with the clouds of heaven. When Lucifer went against God he took seven angels with him and he also took the Loclar dagger. Now its said that he attempted to take both the daggers but God stopped him. While they fought the Alantar dagger fell to earth and as far as Heaven and Hell are concerned monks in Paris recovered it and have hidden it away in their church, which one nobody knows" I concluded.
"That settles it. I'm going to do some more research on the two daggers and when I have everything I need we are getting on my jet and leaving" before she left she planted a kiss on Ashley's forehead then hurried to her office.
I turned back to Ashley and put a stray piece of her beautiful blond hair behind her ear. "This is all my fault. If I had just stayed away you wouldn't be in this mess. I'm so sorry" I brushed my hands against her smooth cheeks.
"First Alicia, and now you. Maybe I'm just not meant to love? Maybe all I meant to do is kill" I got up from the bed and walked over to the window and looked down at the drop that could take my life if I so pleased.
Should I just be selfish and take my own life to stop my suffering? Or should I slowly watch Ashley die from my own mistake? Both options sickened me but the first one sounded like the easiest thing to do so I climbed up on the ledge and looked down at my soon death.
With just one step I could end all the suffering that had filled my heart for decades. I closed my eyes and took that one step.
Wind whipped past my face as I fell and a smile graced my features. That smile soon faded when pictures of my beloved Ashley filled my mind. I tried to shake free of the images but they kept returning.
I opened my eyes and saw that I was about to make contact with the asphalt. This was it. No more suffering ever again, just the blissful sleep that I had been dreaming of for what seemed like a lifetime.
Author's Notes: Sorry for the cliffy but I need to restock my ideas of what happens next. Review if you want more or else this could be the first and last chapter.