"Blue-Eyed-Beast"
by Mase992
For I knew I had to tell you about my feelings someday. I just had to let them out of my chest. I knew I would have to burst them out at you, screaming, crying, or perhaps, silently and shyly. The latter sounds more like me. Shy and with most possibly unrequited feelings caged inside my chest. But I... I never thought I would have to tell you this way... Not directly.
What a coward... I'm such a coward. I don't understand anymore as to why people bow down to me. Why do they look up at me as if I was some sort of descended deity? If all I did was to run away. Nothing else but to run. I ran, like a normal, powerless person would do. Then, if I did like anyone would have done why is it that it pains me to remember?
I answer myself, "Isn't it obvious you dope? You are a princess! You are not supposed to do that! You should stay and fight! Aid your people! You stupid, unprepared joke of a princess..."
But I still ran. Why?!
"Why do I keep on running?! You are not like the others and you know that! So... reply!"
"..."
I never got to answer those questions since it was then when I noticed you. I was surprised to have found you so quickly. It was creepy.
A divine blue-eyed-beast.
Still, I continued thinking of myself. I faked not caring about you but I still noticed your strength and your courage. You were "normal" like I always wished to be and still you made selfless sacrifices for others you didn't even know and even for me. That touched me. No one had ever done that. And little by little, I slowed down and was able to turn around and see what I had left behind during that endless marathon.
There was nothing there but you stretching your hand.
That's when I understood that I loved you.
I had to stop running and hold you; let you guide me through my fears in both realms and then learn of my mistakes. But how am I supposed to tell you when you're no longer around?
Now I'm standing here looking at the world we saved but receiving nothing in exchange. Both of us. Why did it have to be this way? If only those stupid rules didn't exist we would be together for all eternity, in either light or shadow. So... Goddesses won't you listen to my plea? Won't you free me from all desires of watching his eyes? Won't you help me escape the torture of imagining how he tastes? If you actually exist then just answer. Tell me there's a way so he can be my sun and I his twilight princess.
"...Give it up."
