Disclaimer: I own nothing and don't really expect anything in this story to actually happen. I do not claim ownership of the mentioned characters and settings.
A/N: I was looking over some of my own little notes of possible fic ideas and I found this one. It had been on my mind since I wrote "Porcelain Skin" but I never got around to typing it. SO here it is folks… this is what Don feels and does after the first part of this depressing tale. Enjoy!
"Don…"
His head shot up…
He turned around sharply and…
saw nothing.
No one was there and
nothing was out of the ordinary.
He was definitely alone in his apartment
Completely alone…
Down again
he looked at his hands.
They were heavy…
with what they held.
It was quiet again…
So quiet and
silent
in his apartment.
Blame and shame…
Guilt had filled him…
His father's eyes…
His dead eyes…
Why?
Why would he do that?
Why?
Why would he take his life like that?
It didn't make sense.
No sense…
Didn't he know how loved he was?
Didn't he know how much
Dad loved him…
Students loved him…
Amita loved him…
Everyone Don knew
loved Charlie…
It was…
Sad,
how he ignored that…
Sad
how he followed the crowd of geniuses before him…
Giving up his life before he really
lived.
Sad…
No other word for it…
He tried to help him
but…
he was too late.
He tried to tell him
but…
there was never a good time.
He tried to feel loved
but…
without his brother he was
Broken…
He raised his head.
He raised his eyes.
He raised his hand.
BANG
It'd be poetic to say
that Don died of a broken heart,
but that would be a very
untrue
statement,
no matter how
pretty
it sounded.
His heart broke,
yes,
but that's not
what killed him.
His mind then followed
His dead organ,
leaving him only
with a gun to
his head,
his only way of fixing himself,
freeing himself…
because the only thing
that could
fix him
was…
"Hey, Buddy…"
A/N: Anyone enjoy that? If you did please review… if not still please leave a comment… I don't find many Don death fics and had to take this plot bunny to the test, I hope it doesn't go out of control… if I do another chapter no I won't kill Alan… that'd be sad. I can't see Alan dying anytime soon and don't want to be them one to kill him. Yea so leave me a review! Thanks for reading!
TheDudeLordOfFantasy a.k.a. Kathleen