A/N
The usual yaoi
warning: No likey yaoi, no read this. I warned you.
Anyways
enjoy!!
All
He Wanted
-Prologue-
I'm
his best friend. Nothing more, and I have to tell myself that
everyday, no matter how much it hurts. We've been friends for so
long. We met in the orphanage when we were little. I had been there
for as long as I could remeber. His parents were recently murdered.
Talk about a suckie life. We sort of clicked right away. He was
quieter than me, and still is.
But, now in
highschool, we kinda grew apart. Mainly because he's so popular and
I'm, well, not. I swear, nine out of every ten girls in this school
are a fangirl of him. I've even seen some fanboys. Though that's not
surprising.
I, on the other hand, I am
kinda shunned. Loud and obnoxious nobody really likes me. I only have
a couple of real friends. And although Sasuke and I have grown apart,
he's still the best friend I have.
Or I thought he was...
One day a few months back we
were just hanging out and he leaned over an kissed me. I was shocked
to say the leaste. And now he'll randomly kiss me, or keep his hand
on my shoulder a moment too long, or brush his hand against mine
while we're (well mostly I'm) talking.
I'm
not freaked out by it. Nope, not at all. Why? Cuz I love it, love
him. Thinking about his little kisses drive me wild. But he's still
nothing more than my best friend. He's just using me to get rid of
his fangirls.
Yet, still I have to ask,
why does every word he say ring in my ears? Why is he all I think
about? Is it wrong to be in love with your best friend? Is it wrong
to let him use you?
Cuz
I am...
...and
I do.
And I tell myself I'm the only one
he looks at with that look in his eyes. So I cling to forever
fleeting hope. Cling to the fact that one day he may actually love
me
back...
.
.
...so
I can actually be happy for once.