anorexia is never the answer

by jay and abi forever xx

when abi comes back from costa rica , she learns of the lola and jay kiss. she then thinks that the reason why things didn't always work out for her and jay was because of her weight . so she stops eating . will her loved ones be able to save her before it's too late ? A Jabi Story

1. Chapter 1

Already it had been two months since abi left walford for Costa Rica and left her family and the boy she loved behind. As she got out the cab and gave the driver money she couldn't help but look at the place where she last saw jay. It brought back the memory she tried so hard to forget. She looked around the square and saw that nothing had changed while she was gone. Just as she was about to ring the doorbell, the door opened and out came Tanya her mum. As soon as Tanya saw her daughter she smiled and immediately hugged her. Then helped her with her luggage and brought her it the living room where the rest of the family was. All jumped up and gave abi a hug which she returned and sat down and asked her about the trip. When abi finished putting her clothes back into the drawers and wardrobe she went outside and into the square where she noticed jay. He hadn't seen her yet so she pretended to have not seen him and while she waited on him noticing her she got herself a coffee to keep herself busy.

'Oh hello abi how was your trip' Whitney asked her as she walked past her.

'It was alright I suppose, I was missing this place though. A bit too much.' abi replied.

'well just as long as you enjoyed yourself hey?' Whitney said giving her a hug before leaving.

When abi turned around she looked over to where jay was and noticed him staring at her in surprise. Just when she got the courage to go over to him, jay turned and walked the other way without looking back. When abi went back to the house she asked Lauren if anything had happened with jay and that was when she learned that jay and Lola had kissed. She was angry then hurt because it didn't take him long to move on. But when she looked in the mirror she could see why. She was fat and ugly. But even though she thought that about herself what she didn't know was that people actually thought that she was beautiful. abi ran up to the bathroom and made herself sick and when she looked into the bathroom mirror she then said to herself maybe now I will be perfect for jay once I lose more weight .