The Book-A Kradam FanFic

Inspired by my very own broken heart.

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The Book

By Adam Lambert

Chapter 1

"It was all too much. The lights, the cameras, the press, the fans… All too much to handle when you're in pain. Having the pressure of an American Idol Live Tour is hard enough. Trust me. But what's worse is having to live with that pressure and the pain. The worst kind of pain there is. A broken heart. The worst one I've felt in a long while. And being me, the way that I am, my heart gets broken a lot. I don't think that my fans would agree, but it's true. As much as it sucks, it's all true… I'm in love. With a person that will never love me back. Kris Allen."

Adam put down the pen. His hand started to cramp up again…

"Man," he thought. "Writing a book is hard work."

He had a lot on his mind. Adam wasn't only trying to write a book, he was having a war with himself about if he would ever release it. All of his secrets. All of his feelings. For the world to see. For the world to know. For nobody to understand. Of course, word would quickly spread to Kris about 'the book' and there would be some serious…talking to do…

"Loving someone that you know will never love you back is hard. The haunting fact that in a few days, you'll have to leave that person forever just…hurts. It eats away as the amount of time you have gets shorter and shorter. And in some cases, it won't go away. The heartache gets worse and worse until there is not a doubt in your mind… you can't go on without that person. But never, ever will the other person even think of missing you. You'll be lucky if the person even thinks about you at all. You're just left alone with the pain, misery, and depression. And it all just plain sucks. It really does…Kind of blunt? Well, it's true. LOVE SUCKS!"

Adam gripped the pen a bit tighter. He was on the verge of tears. It was all true.

"Love does suck, doesn't it?" he thought.

Adam's grip intensified as the pen burst. Ink oozed all over his hand. He closed his eyes and swore. All of a sudden, his cell phone rang. It was a text from Danny.

"COM 2 OTHR BUS." It read. "WE HAV PIZZA!"

He decided to go. Sitting around dreading the end of the tour wasn't a good way to end it with a grand finale… Adam counted to ten to calm himself.

"What am I doing?" he thought. "Screw this damn book!"

With that, he crumbled up the paper he was writing on and shoved it in his pocket. Adam headed over to the other bus. Hey, maybe Kris might be there, right?