She stood out in the crowed was a little to
loud
but thats why he loved her
"please stop! your hurting me!" kim yelled at her best friend wait, Correction: Ex best friend ir all started with Jack dating the worlds biggest slut Donna Tobin then it let on to ignoring kim,saying bad things to her, then came the beating It was awful to know somebody then the turned into a whole diffrent person he dosn't know why he listens to Donna
maybe because he wanted to make her happy?
Did he ever cared for me at all?
was he faking the whole time?
...
why is he doing this? all because of her
"what a baby!" Donna laughed "come on jacky lets go this loser is hurting my eyes!"
fuck you! BITCH
Kim wanted to yell, But she could't she was to nice, Ya she took Karate and all but she never . Ever use them to hurt somebody no matter how bitchy they are
after a few months they turned the whole school agents her even Milton! and the rest of the losers
sometimes she just wanted to go die in a hole
like he said
She's not like other girls she could of
concured
the world
but right now your breaking her
Down
stupid!
Ugly
Loser
she could feel tears in her eyes but would not let them fall
I hate you
worthless
nobody likes you!
They never got you befor kim why start now?
why is she still here
Eww it's Alive
DIE! nobody would care! just watch
That last one hurt a lot she looked at jack tears streaming down her face like a waterfall she was sick of it all of the hatred the rude comments crying every Night til she passed out. What would happen if she died would the world and the people be happy if she wasn't in it? Nobody would care at least she thought
in a very low scary whisper "watch me" and then she ran away from them the world her so-called-friends she ran away from all of it and went home her mom was at work and she barley pays any attention to her why start now?
she bolted into her bathroom and got her razer Am i really going to go this far? she asked her self IM BETTER THEN THIS or am i?
she thought of all the nasty things they said go die
nobody likes you
did you get that at goodwill
Eww what stinks oh shes here
they are right even if they aren't i can't go threw this the next year she dosent have anyone to love her for her even if she did were are they and why didn't they save her?!
and she did it she cut her self way to deep for her liking but it felt good and got the pain out so she did it again and again she sang a song while crying and bleeding screaming most of the mart out
"wish it could be easy why is life so messy why is pain apart of us, There are days i feel like nothing ever goes right sometimes it just hurts so much but yourhere your real and i know i can trust you even when it hurts even when it's hard even when it all just falls apart i know that your here cause i know that you are lover of my soul hearler of my scares you steady my heart you steady my heart" kim sang "AWW" she cried blood was every were then she started sobbing
i don't get why im so hated what did i ever do to them?
they were right! IM NOTHING
she took the razer again and starting to cut her right arm if they really care they would come right? of coarse they woun't care there the reason why she did this
one last cut make it deep kim take the pain away let the blood drip off your arm
slowly she cutted down her elbow to her wrest and went deep
and it started to get blurry it felt like minutes but it was hours the last thing she saw was her mothers soaked face on the phone screaming for help
"wish it could be easy why is like so messy why is pain a part of us..."
jack was starting to get worried
he didn't mean what he said he didn't want kim to die! she use to go home for 15 minutes and its been half n hour nobody has seen her he tried calling her but she left her phone in her locker what happen if she did kill herself i wound't live with the guilt!
"come on KIM PICK UP THE PHONE!" he yelled slammed his fist into the locker
this is all my fult i was hurting her and i knew it i should've stop said sorry and we could of been friends KIMMY COME ON PICK UP THE GOD DAMN PHONE! he felt like crying who wounld't? any dick head in the world i guess there's a lot of them
his phone started ringing thank god but it wasn't kim it was kim's mom
" ?" he asked "WHAT?"
Are you
Happy
Now?
after sevrel arguments about seeing her they came back two hours later to give them the news
after hearing what happened jack told the guys and kims 'friends'
grace julie kelsey mika and jadin
they wouldn't stop crying
They all stood up when they saw the doctor
"is she ok" grace asked she sounded like she hasn't sleep at all
hesitated for a moment and looked up at them with sad eyes
"i'm sorry for your lost"
are you happy now?
ok so how was that did you like it i know it was sad but whatever plzz! review ! and tell me if you want more or something please if you dont like it then dont review