this one-shot was inspired by Seungri's song 'What Should I do' there is an English cover by MoA... if you guys want to listen to it. I hope you enjoy!-JasZ
He told her; she was on the one… The one to help him obtain their goal… The only one for him… Sure it all sounds cliché but she believed him… With her heart and soul she believed in them.
It's when he was forced to go away that her world starts to fall apart again. She's alone and scared. She's dying inside out without him. She yearns to embrace him. To have his lips pressed to her's once again.. To hear his voice taunting her... She often dreams of him and that eases the pain once and a while…
No matter what she does she doesn't have the power to bring him back. For that she's breaking down a little more. Trying all types of magical spells to bring him back. Nothing seems to work. For that she can no longer smile…
Each waking day and each night she goes to visit his grave. Placing forget-me-knots on his marker.. The reason in choice of flowers are only for their name. But they are the closets flowers she could find that resembled his eyes. Eyes that would send her barbaric messages that she now admits she adored.
She's been offered a position as regent. At first she was doubtful on Vincent's offer. But as he went on about gaining the power to bring him back. It dawned to her that maybe that would be her chance. Yet something still isn't right… thou, she still took the position and now he's are telling her that she shouldn't bother because he's a Mikaelson! In a way he's right... But Kol was honest to her…. Cared for her and she'll bring him back no matter what. But that doesn't mean she's still worried about all the other things going on around her.
Getting onto her knees she traces his name over the marker. Tears silently start to fall once again… the bubbling emotion that never seems to go away drowns her. How she misses him and his stupid advancements.
"What should I do?" She whispers as her voice cracks. "I'm so lonely without you here beside me."
Kol may have been a source of mischief and back-fired plots. But he kept her grounded and busy. He taught her things she couldn't even dream off in the short amount of time they were given. He made her feel loved and adored.
"I'm slowly breaking down." Tears start to blur her vision. "I miss you."
Honestly, she's losing the will to continue fighting in this war. She's torn between staying and protecting those who need it. Those whom only come to her when they need something from her. Those who forget about their own brother who still tried to help them in his final moments!
If only Kol was here to taunt some sense into her. To hold her close his chest trying to sooth her troubles… Kiss all her doubts away…. Maybe it'll all change when he returns… until there she doesn't know what to do…
There you have. I hope you guys enjoyed! i was going to post this tomorrow... but thought about it and decided against it. - JasZ