don't know where this came from. just thought of it listening to this song. And I know that Kurama's human name is Suuichi, but I don't like that name, so in this story, that was the name he was born with in Ningenkai too.
It was dark in the one bedroom apartment as Kurama sighed and put the cd in his player. he got it from Maya, his now ex girlfriend. he sighed once again as he thought about when she gave it to him after school before he played it.
flashback:
"Hey Kurama" Maya called as she ran to catch up. Kurama stopped at hearing his name and smiled as he saw his girlfriend of 2 years.
"Yes, what is it Maya?" Kurama asked her. She looked away nervously, pushing stray locks away from her beautiful face.
"Well...it's just that..." she sighed, and Kurama gave her a smile of incouragment. " Here" she gave him a cd with no label on it. " I don't think we should see eachother anymore. I wrote a song for you. It explains everything in it.
Then she ran.
I held in my tears until I was in the safety of my home.
end flashback:
Kurama stared at his cd player again, then push the play button. As the soft piano music was heard through the apartment, a dark figure appeared and settled on a branch outside the open window.
Story
of my life
Searching
for the right
But
it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow
in my soul
Cause
it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
The dark figure, who can now be recognized as Hiei knew this would happen. He's the one that told the fox of Maya's deception. But he wouldn't didn't believe him because Hiei loves him and he thought that he was trying to get him and Maya to break up so Hiei could go out with Kurama. But he would never do that to his best friend. He would rather be that to him than his lover as long as it made him happy. He finally found out a couple of months ago but decided not to do anything about it until Maya came clean. " I just hope the fox will be able to make it through this, he loved her so much." Hiei thought as he stared sadly at the slowly breaking red head.
Hes
more than a man
And
this is more than love
The
reason that the sky is blue
The
clouds are rolling in
Because
I'm gone again
And
to him I just can't be true
Kurama was glad that Maya finally told him. From what Hiei told me, she has been doing this for a year. Hiei, I'm so sorry I yelled at you. I know you would have never done anything I accused you of. You were just trying to stop me from getting hurt.
And
I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And
it kills him inside
To
know that I am happy with some other guy
I
can see him dying
Kurama closed his eyes as he heared this line, the first of many tears to come spilling down his cheeks.
I
don't wanna do this
anymore
I
don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime
I walk out the door
I
see him die a little more inside
I
don't wanna hurt him anymore
I
don't wanna take away his life
I
don't wanna be...
A murderer
Why does it hurt so much. I did i have to love you, Maya?
I
feel it in the air
As
I'm doing my hair
Preparing
for another day
A
kiss up on my cheek
He's
here reluctantly
As
if I'm gonna be out late
I
say I won't be long
Just
hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Hiei
is also having a hard time with his emotions as one single tear falls
out of his eyes, hardends into a gem, and lands into his hand. The
first one he's ever cried for his loved one. For the pain he's going
through and how much it hurts him that he can't wrap his arms around
him, protecting from the cruel, heartless world, and confort him
until there are no more tears to shed.Because
we both know
Where
I'm about to go
And we know it very well
By this time, Kurama was silently crying in his hands.
Cause
I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And
it kills him inside
To
know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
Hiei silently opened and closed the window as he came in and sat next to the red head, giving him a little comfort without Kurama noticing him.
I
don't wanna do this anymore
I
don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime
I walk out the door
I
see him die a little more inside
I
don't wanna hurt him anymore
I
don't wanna take away his life
I
don't wanna be...
A
murderer
Hiei put his hand on the fox's shoulder , rubbing it confortingly. And Kurama put his hand over his, smiling slightly at him. He could always count on Hiei to be there when he needs him.
Our
Love, his trust
I
might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get
it over with
I
don't wanna do this
Anymore
(anymore)
they both silently listened to the rest of the song together, one giving confort, and one recieving.
I
don't wanna do this anymore
I
don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime
I walk out the door
I
see him die a little more inside
I
don't wanna hurt him anymore
I
don't wanna take away his life
I
don't wanna be...
A
murderer (a murderer)
Kurama turned to Hiei and hugged him, Hiei not complaining and even wrapped his arms around the shaking redhead, who smiled greatfully at the little koorime.
No no no no
"i'm sorry I didn't believe you, Hiei." Kurama thought, knowing Hiei would hear him. Hiei just smiled and held him closer. They stayed like that all night, falling asleep in eachothers arms.
Yeah yeah yeah
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