I don't own The Outsiders. This is a songfic and the song is "I drive
myself crazy by" N Sync So I don't own the song either. This is my
first Songfic so please be nice. OK this is from Sandy's POV because I
think she would most likely be think something like this.
Summery: Sandy is sitting alone in her room thinking to herself when she decides to go back to Tulsa.
I was sitting on my bed in my new room in Florida. I had moved here because my parents didn't want me to marry my boyfriend Sodapop I didn't really want to either until I thought about how much I really do love him but now its too late.
"Lying in your arms so close together, didn't know just what I had. Now I toss and turn cause I'm without you, how I'm missing you so bad. Where was my head where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark"
How could I have done something so stupid. I love him more than anything and I just blow him off and completely broke his heart.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
If only I could go back and see him again. I wonder if he would even forgive me for the way that I acted.
"I was such a fool I couldn't see it, just how good you were to me."
I cant stay here I'll never forgive myself if I don't try to see him again.
"You confessed your love, undying devotion and I confessed my need to be free. And now I'm left with all this pain, I've only got myself to blame."
I decided to go back to Tulsa to find Soda again. I already bought a train ticket and was on my way. My parents were the reason I left but I guess it was my fault too. If I had only told them how much I cared about him instead of agreeing with them that I shouldn't be with him.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
When I got back to Tulsa I made my way to the DX station where Soda works. Steve told me he had left early because he was still heartbroken over me leaving so I thanked him and walked to his house.
"Why didn't I know it, How much I love you baby. Why didn't I show it, If I had only when I had the chance, OHHH I had the chance."
I knocked on the door and Ponyboy answered. I asked where Soda was and he just smiled at me and led me to their bedroom. Soda was laying on the bed and it sounded like he was crying.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
When he heard the door open he looked up. When he saw me he slowly stood up and walked over to me putting his strong arms around my waist. I whispered I'm sorry over and over again and had started crying into his shirt when he lifted my face up to meet his eyes. He didn't say anything but leaned down to claimed my lips in a kiss. It wasn't until then that I knew he had forgiven me.
"I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
OK I know its not my best story but like I said its my first songfic and I didn't really know how to do it. So please R&R and tell me what you think Thanx and I'm planning on writing another one to follow this with "God must have spent a little more time on you" In that one it will be a wedding. =) That is if anyone even likes this fic if not I wont continue. Peace
Summery: Sandy is sitting alone in her room thinking to herself when she decides to go back to Tulsa.
I was sitting on my bed in my new room in Florida. I had moved here because my parents didn't want me to marry my boyfriend Sodapop I didn't really want to either until I thought about how much I really do love him but now its too late.
"Lying in your arms so close together, didn't know just what I had. Now I toss and turn cause I'm without you, how I'm missing you so bad. Where was my head where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark"
How could I have done something so stupid. I love him more than anything and I just blow him off and completely broke his heart.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
If only I could go back and see him again. I wonder if he would even forgive me for the way that I acted.
"I was such a fool I couldn't see it, just how good you were to me."
I cant stay here I'll never forgive myself if I don't try to see him again.
"You confessed your love, undying devotion and I confessed my need to be free. And now I'm left with all this pain, I've only got myself to blame."
I decided to go back to Tulsa to find Soda again. I already bought a train ticket and was on my way. My parents were the reason I left but I guess it was my fault too. If I had only told them how much I cared about him instead of agreeing with them that I shouldn't be with him.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
When I got back to Tulsa I made my way to the DX station where Soda works. Steve told me he had left early because he was still heartbroken over me leaving so I thanked him and walked to his house.
"Why didn't I know it, How much I love you baby. Why didn't I show it, If I had only when I had the chance, OHHH I had the chance."
I knocked on the door and Ponyboy answered. I asked where Soda was and he just smiled at me and led me to their bedroom. Soda was laying on the bed and it sounded like he was crying.
"I lie awake I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you. Made a mistake when I let you go baby. I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
When he heard the door open he looked up. When he saw me he slowly stood up and walked over to me putting his strong arms around my waist. I whispered I'm sorry over and over again and had started crying into his shirt when he lifted my face up to meet his eyes. He didn't say anything but leaned down to claimed my lips in a kiss. It wasn't until then that I knew he had forgiven me.
"I drive myself crazy wanting you the way that I do."
OK I know its not my best story but like I said its my first songfic and I didn't really know how to do it. So please R&R and tell me what you think Thanx and I'm planning on writing another one to follow this with "God must have spent a little more time on you" In that one it will be a wedding. =) That is if anyone even likes this fic if not I wont continue. Peace