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-Just going to get up the scene- This story starts about a month after Lyra said goodbye to Will, and about two weeks after she has gotten back to Jordan College. Virtually she has been trying to get her life back together, but she is having some difficulty, considering she thinks she may be pregnant.
Lyra was pacing her room, desperate to stifle her thoughts by keeping busy. Pantamon was trying hiss best to do the same running about in different directions. Lyra had been trying her best to keep herself busy during the past two weeks. She thought of Will always, but she needed to keep occupied in order to stay sane. To keep herself busy she and Pan had looked into Dame Hannah's school and they agreed to begin attending it shortly. Also she had visited the botanic garden everyday so far, and had gotten to know the gardeners very well. They we allowing Lyra to help out in the garden, and she was grateful. Lyra genuinely believed that if she kept up this non- stop lifestyle that she could handle this. But now, with this? She couldn't keep it up anymore, she had to sit down. She sat down on the edge of her bed, and Pan leaped into her arms and began nuzzling her neck desperately trying to help calm Lyra's nerves. Lyra was late, and she feared she was pregnant. Lyra closed her eyes and memories of her and Will making love flashed before her eyes. She could feel the warmth of his skin against hers and the warm kisses that he would delicately place on her beautiful pale neck. She felt the familiar pain at her heart that always came to her whenever she thought about Will. It broke her heart to think that for the rest of her life she would never have that again. She wanted nothing more in the world than to simply have his strong arms around her again. But now she had new things to think about. She was only a week late, it was still possible that she wasn't pregnant, but what if she was. She obviously would keep him. It thrilled her a little to think that she might have a bit of William inside her right now. But then she thought of Will. What about him. It was quite possible that he could go though his entire life without seeing their child, or even knowing that they had one. Lyra was only thirteen, and having a child was not exactly what she had in mind for her life. But deep inside her there was nothing she wanted more than to have a happy family with Will and a baby. It was a dream she had had since she fell in love with him, but obviously she had pictured herself and Will much older. She felt lost, and thrilled. She felt scared and helpless. She didn't even know how she felt.
-Just going to get up the scene- This story starts about a month after Lyra said goodbye to Will, and about two weeks after she has gotten back to Jordan College. Virtually she has been trying to get her life back together, but she is having some difficulty, considering she thinks she may be pregnant.
Lyra was pacing her room, desperate to stifle her thoughts by keeping busy. Pantamon was trying hiss best to do the same running about in different directions. Lyra had been trying her best to keep herself busy during the past two weeks. She thought of Will always, but she needed to keep occupied in order to stay sane. To keep herself busy she and Pan had looked into Dame Hannah's school and they agreed to begin attending it shortly. Also she had visited the botanic garden everyday so far, and had gotten to know the gardeners very well. They we allowing Lyra to help out in the garden, and she was grateful. Lyra genuinely believed that if she kept up this non- stop lifestyle that she could handle this. But now, with this? She couldn't keep it up anymore, she had to sit down. She sat down on the edge of her bed, and Pan leaped into her arms and began nuzzling her neck desperately trying to help calm Lyra's nerves. Lyra was late, and she feared she was pregnant. Lyra closed her eyes and memories of her and Will making love flashed before her eyes. She could feel the warmth of his skin against hers and the warm kisses that he would delicately place on her beautiful pale neck. She felt the familiar pain at her heart that always came to her whenever she thought about Will. It broke her heart to think that for the rest of her life she would never have that again. She wanted nothing more in the world than to simply have his strong arms around her again. But now she had new things to think about. She was only a week late, it was still possible that she wasn't pregnant, but what if she was. She obviously would keep him. It thrilled her a little to think that she might have a bit of William inside her right now. But then she thought of Will. What about him. It was quite possible that he could go though his entire life without seeing their child, or even knowing that they had one. Lyra was only thirteen, and having a child was not exactly what she had in mind for her life. But deep inside her there was nothing she wanted more than to have a happy family with Will and a baby. It was a dream she had had since she fell in love with him, but obviously she had pictured herself and Will much older. She felt lost, and thrilled. She felt scared and helpless. She didn't even know how she felt.