Summary: Leah had had enough. She couldn't take it anymore. She was in pain and nobody cared. She was alone. Ever since the "Sam fiasco" everyone just took Sam's side and told Leah to grow up. Never did anyone care about her or her feelings. But still she would do anything to protect them even if that meant sacrificing herself.

OBS: Set after Breaking Dawn. And Jake's and Sam's pack aren't enemies.

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

|Chapter 1|

Leah's POV

I ran as fast as I could without looking back. I knew there was someone following me but I didn't phase. I was too scared to phase right now. Ha, Leah Clearwater scared, that was something new! I felt my heart racing up and I kept running until my foot got stuck in a branch and I fell headfirst.

"Ouch!" I yelped in pain.

"Now there, you have to stop running from me Leah" A dark voice said. I turned around, but I couldn't see anyone. Wait he knows my name, how's that possible?

"Everything is possible my dear" Great another mind reading leech!

"A bit touchy aren't we?" Is he mocking me?

"Show me yourself leech!" I yelled. I didn't feel so scared anymore I just wanted to tear that leech into pieces.

"No can do, but let's get to the point of why I'm wasting my time chit chatting with you shall we?" I growled.

"Now I understand what they seen in you" He said. Wait who are they?

"The Volturi" He answered with a laugh.

"Stay out of my head leech!" Now I was mad, no scratch that, I was beyond mad.

"Now what do the Volturi want with me?" He started to laugh again.

"Answer Me!" I yelled even higher this time.

"The Volturi wants to make a deal with you, if you accept to join the Volturi and to be on their side, they will leave Renesmee alone." I was shocked. Does he think I'm an idiot I would never join them.

"Think carefully Leah, haven't your Alpha imprinted on her? What would happen if the Volturi took her, huh? He would be devastated plus nobody cares about you." I was shocked once again that he knew so much about me, but he was right. Nobody cared about me I would probably do them all a favour by leaving. Plus Jacob could stay with his stupid leech.

I thought about it for a while maybe I really should go, maybe it would ease the pain for myself and I also want my mother and brother to be safe. But they will be so hurt.

Okay Leah you've been quiet for too long now, speak!

"If I accept can I tell my family why I'm leaving them?" I didn't want to lie to my family.

All of a sudden he stepped out from behind a tree so I could see him clearly. He was very tall, he had dark hair and red eyes, of course. He was actually handsome. Wow never thought I would say that about a leech.

He looked at me and I almost got a bit scared by how harsh his voice sounded when he started to speak again.

"Fine, but Aro will come and visit the packs and the Cullens to let them know that they will leave Renesmee alone and that you will join them."

"What! Why!"

"You think the Volturi doesn't want to see your friends faces when they take you?" He was grinning. Was this just a game to them?

"Fine!" I was shaking now and I felt that I could phase anytime now. The leech backed away a bit. Nice to see that he was a little scared now.

" The Volturi will arrive in 3 days, get prepared" And then he just sped away.

"Oh what have I gotten myself into?" I asked myself with a sigh.

I stood up and phased but I made sure to block the sudden events from my pack members. I felt Seth's presence.

"Hey Sis!" oh I was going to miss my brother. He always made me happy. But this time somehow I couldn't gather myself to be happy.

"Hi Bro" I said quiet.

"Leah what's wrong?"

"Seth we need to talk, go home and meet me in the kitchen & get mum"

I phased back when I reached our home and waited in the kitchen for mum and Seth to arrive. After 10 minutes I heard the front door open.

"Leah what's wrong darling?" Mum asked in such a sweet voice.

"Sit down please" I said looking down at my hands.

"Lee, what's up?" Seth asked as he took my hand.

" I'm leaving in 3 days" His grip tightened but it didn't hurt since we are wolves.

"What? I don't understand!" Mum was angry now.

"I made a deal with the Volturi to go with them if they left Renesmee alone".

'YOU WHAT!" Seth got furious and started to shake. I have never seen him like this before.

"How could you do that Leah? Renesmee is Jacobs imprint not yours!" Seth yelled.

"I did it so the pack could go back to living a normal life and protecting La Push from leeches and not protect the leeches!"

"This is all Jacobs fault I…" Seth started.

"Seth calm down! I will still be able to visit you. I love you, you are my family, please don't be upset with me." I started to cry. I felt comfortable crying in front of them since they are my family but I would never cry in front of anybody else.

"I'm not happy about this Leah, but I love you and as long as you're safe and keep contact with us I will feel a bit better." My mum hugged me.

Seth also came and joined our hug.

"I'm going to miss you Lee-Lee" Seth cried.

"Me to little brother"

"I'm not so little anymore am I?" Seth started to laugh.

"No I guess your not" Me and mum laughed together with Seth.

"When are you leaving Lee?" Mum asked sad.

"In 3 days."

After a while I went upstairs to my room and laid in my bed just watching the ceiling until I fell asleep.

The next morning came fast and I woke up by hearing a loud sound. I rushed down the stairs.

"MUM?" I yelled.

"In the kitchen!" She yelled back.

"What was that?"

"Your brother.." Why did I feel like she was hiding something?

"Mum?'

"Yes Leah" Then it hit me. Oh no Seth is going to Jake. This will not end well.

"Jake.." was all I said as I went upstairs and started to get dressed so I could stop my brother before he did anything stupid.

"Just my luck!" I shouted to myself.

|Meanwhile| Seth's POV

I ran as fast I could to Jake's house. I was angry; this was his entire fault and his stupid leech! When I arrived I saw everyone there but that wouldn't stop me.

"YOU!" I screamed pointing at Jake. He looked at me shocked as the rest did.

"This is all your fault and Renemees!" I hit Jake in the face hard.

"Seth! What's wrong with you?" He yelled in pain.

" Yeah man take it easy!" Embry yelled.

I started to shake and I hit Jake once more. This time he was mad.

"Seth! I'm warning you!" I hit him again and that was the last straw.

"I order you to stop now!" He put an alpha command on me after he had promised not to! I wanted to hit him even harder now but I couldn't, I felt the command take in.

"What's wrong with you?" He demanded.

"Leah is leaving because of you and your stupid leech!" I felt myself break. Everyone stared at me shocked.

"What did you say?" Sam was angry I could tell.

"I said.." But I got interrupted by Leah's voice.

Leah's POV

"SETH!" Looks like I'm a bit too late. Jake's bleeding, just GREAT!

I ran to Seth and took his hand and he calmed down immediately. But then I noticed how everyone was staring at me. And then Jacob said the words I had hoped Seth wouldn't say anything about..

"You're leaving?" His voice was harsh and I could see how angry he was. And that made me angry.

How dare he act like he cares about me? How dare any of them do that?

"So, what is it to you? You never cared about me before, why now all of a sudden?" I said and turned around dragging Seth out of there.

"LEAH!" Jacob yelled.

"Leave me alone leech lover!"

I took Seth home and then I went out for a run. I do that every time I want to calm myself down. I was really enjoying my run but of course I had to bump into someone.

"Black move!" I hissed. As soon as I walked past him he grabbed my wrist. "Let go of me!"

"I'm not letting you go until we talk!" His voice was dark and harsh. I looked up into his eyes and he looked into mine. Wow, he really has beautiful eyes, why have I never thought of it before? No, Leah snap out of it! We kept staring at each other until I felt his grip tighten and I realised that he wasn't going to let me go if I didn't talk to him.

"Fine let's talk!" I yelled. He looked at me and sat down on a big rock.

"Well, talk then." I said. Why is he being quiet!

"I want you to tell me why you are leaving" He looked at me with sadness in his eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Why are you sad? You never cared before so why now?" I was getting fed up with this.

He got angry again and his hands started to shake.

"How dare you say that? I have always cared about you! Why do you think I chose you to be Beta?" I got quiet; I didn't know what to say. Maybe I've been too caught up in my own pain for so long that I didn't notice that someone really cared about me.

"Tell me why Leah" He pleaded.

And so I gave up I told him everything about the Volturi, the deal and why I accepted it. I thought he was going to be thankful for what I did, but boy was I wrong.

Please R&R so I know if I should keep writing or not.