Beatrice
Prior
Tris
Dauntless
My love
…
I opened my eyes. I sat up and stared at my hands, imagining her thin small hands entwined with mine. Just thinking of her made me depressed as hell. I rubbed my eyes and got out of bed. I have to do something other than sleeping… I put on a black t-shirt that was lying beside my bed. I walked into the kitchen and half smiled at my mother… Oh wait, she's dead too. I sighed and walked out the door feeling the blast of the cold winter air pushing and slapping my body. I decided to take some classes in the Dauntless Academy. After the big happening between all of the factions, Erudite and Dauntless became a pack. Which is annoying because now there are little nerdy wimps all around where I live. I grabbed my bag and waited at the train tracks. I remember when Tris and I would jump into the train and make out. I smirked and jumped on to the train that was rushing past me. I sat down, breathing heavily and looked beside me. There was a skinny girl with long silky hair in a tight black dress sitting next to me. "Where are you going" I asked her, nudging her. "Why do you care" she replied, her face still turned away from me. "Fine, be that way" I grumbled and turned away from her. When the train came closer to the Dauntless Academy, she followed me off. "Stalking me?" I asked, smirking. She just ignored me and rushed past me. As her hair fell off her shoulder, a tattoo was revealed on her arm. I squinted and saw that it was the abnegation symbol. The same as Tris… I shook my head, don't be stupid Tobias. I walked into classroom 368 and sat down in the nearest chair, right behind the girl who was in the train with me. "Same class?" I said. She turned around, "Yeah, it's a shame that I have to be in front a douche." I was still gaping at her face. Those striking brown eyes and pale cheeks. But Tris is dead… "My name is Rachel. And you are?" she asked. "T… Tobias" I replied. I sighed, Not Tris, this is Rachel… Why do I keep my hopes so high? My girlfriend is dead. I groaned and smashed my fist onto the desk and sat up and left the room, smashing the door behind me. I ran out of the building and sat on a bench. I covered my face with my hands and let the tears fall. "Tris…" I croaked… I want you Tris. I need you… I want to feel your lips on mine one more time. I want to feel your body next to mine one more time. I want to look into your eyes one more time. One more time….