I do not own Twilight. Paul didn't imprint on Rachel.
"Lila, you're acting stupid. It's really not a big deal." Madison said as she checked herself out in the dressing room mirror. "It's not like you'd be boning with some random guy that you just met walking down the street. You'd be doing it with Ryan! The guy that you've been head over heels in love with since you were 15! If I'm being honest I'm surprised that he's still around seeing as he's not getting any. I'm also surprised that you've even thought about having sex with him."
Ouch, I thought. Way to be supportive Madison. But that's my best friend for you, always brutally honest even when you didn't ask for her opinion.
"Hey, I've actually thought about having sex with him a lot, thank you very much." She has no idea how much I've thought about it. I grabbed a shirt from a rack near by and threw it at her, signaling for her to go try it on. "And it is a big deal; I'm not going to just hand my "V" card over to anyone who wants it. I might have been in love with him for 3 years but he's only known about my existence for about a year, okay?" I didn't know how to explain to Madison that I didn't want Ryan to be my first. Truthfully, I didn't even know how to explain that to myself. I shook my head looking at the shirt she had walked out in. "It makes your boobs look too small. Besides Ryan and I have only been going out for like 6 months and its not like we don't 'do' anything. You know that, I'm just not read to let him put his 'P' into my 'V'."
"Whatever you say Lils, I'm just warning you, the guy is a sex God that is going to get bored with you if you don't give him what he wants!" She yelled from inside the dressing room and once again I gave her a mental thank you. I'm already insecure when it comes to my boyfriend. I honestly don't know why he's with me I'm just glad that he is. We don't even compare to each other when it comes to well… everything.
Ryan is so sexy, I mean like drop dead gorgeous. He's tall, around 6'1" and he has an effin beautiful body that's all toned and muscly. He has perfect brown hair that he keeps the length of around his ears, lovely gray eye and the traditional Quileute tanned skin. Me on the other hand I think that I'm pretty but not pretty enough to be with my man. I have medium length light brown wavy hair, big dark brown eyes, nice full lips, and tanned skin slightly lighter then the traditional Quileute; I'm 5'8" and I have curves but not to many. Another factor that makes me insecure is the fact that he's 3 years older then me making him 21 and he has had a lot of experience with girls.
One of the reasons that I don't want to have sex with Ryan is because I'm scared. Not scared because it's going to hurt or anything but scared because I don't want to disappoint him. Since I'm inexperienced with that sort of thing I'm afraid that he's going to break up with me after we have sex. Like he's just going to hump me and dump me. Hit it and quit it. Get in, get off, and get out of my life forever and I can't have that. I've worked too hard to get him to be with me that I think I would die if anything happened to mess up what we have.
"Let's go, I'm hungry." Madison said walking out of the dressing room. We left Forever21 and went up the escalator and to the food court. The whole time we were in line to get our food Madison talked about her boyfriend Zack and all of the "sweet words" he had said to her the night before. I think that he just say all of these "sweet words" to get into her pants but hey, if that's what she wants who am I to judge?
"You know what? I think that we should go to the beach." Madison said looking at me, her green eyes sparkling with excitement. Her and her stupid pretty green eyes, long straight hair, and legs that are about a mile and half long. "We haven't been to the beach in like a million years!"
"Maybe because it's been as cold as a mofo outside for the last million years." I said with my mouth full, trying to stuff as much food in it as I can so that we can get down to First Beach faster. I got up and threw my trash away then walked back to the table. "Let's go, I just have to be back home around 6:00 because Ryan is taking me out at 7:00."
"Fun, can I do your hair? You don't know how to embrace its waviness." She said looking at me with a pouty face. I nod my head and sigh. "Thanks, I love doing your hair and make-up. It makes me feel like I'm a stylist, and you're so effin pretty."
"Madison I'm not as pretty as you make me out to be." I said in a sing song voice.
"Shut-up." She said simply and we walk out of the mall and to my car.
On our way to First Beach we blasted our favorite music which consisted of Katy Perry, Lady Gaga, 3OH!3 etc. and sang along.
By the time we got to the beach it was 4:30 and the rain that had been going on all day had stopped. It was like a little present from Mother Nature. We got out of the car and walked down to the shore taking our shoes off and placing them in the sand far enough away from the water that they wouldn't get wet. I was rolling up my jeans when I got a bunch for freezing cold water splashed in my face.
I gasped looking up to see Madison bent over clutching her stomach from laughing so hard. Before she had a chance to collect herself I pushed her into the water that was surrounding our ankles.
"OH MY GOD! I cannot believe you just did that!" She screamed lunging for me but I turned around to run away from her and ran into a pair of warm arms that stopped me from falling backwards.
"Oh shit! I'm so sorry!" I yell looking up at the wall that I just ran into immediately recognizing that face. "Hey stranger, haven't seen you around lately," I say tsking Collin. "My mother is starting to get very upset with you."
"Yeah well I've been kind of busy." He said with a chuckle.
"Mhm, I can see that." I said eyeing him. Collin is my little brother, Brady's, best friend or… was my brother's best friend. I haven't seen him around in about a month so I'm guessing that Collin and Brady got in a fight about something stupid like a videogame or a girl.
"Holy shit Collin!" Madison yelled coming up behind me. "What happened to you? Are you on roids or something? Last time I saw you you were like an inch shorter then I am."
She was right, Collin used to be my height and now instead of being 5'8" he looks like he's 6'8". I also used to be able to beat him in a wrestling match but now I don't think I would stand a chance against him. He is ripped and I can't seem to stop myself from ogling his bare chest. I need to make myself look away because I'm starting to have dirty thoughts about a boy who is not only like a brother to me but also 3 years younger then me… jailbait. I mange to avert my eyes from his bod and look up into his face to find him smirking.
"I saw that." He said cockily, flexing his muscles.
"Saw what?" I ask innocently.
"You were checking my o-"
"No I wasn't. Now why are you here?" I ask rapidly, trying to change the subject. "Stalking me again aren't you?"
"You wish!" He said laughing. "I'm just waiting for some friends to get here so we can play some football." He puffs up his chest. "Like men."
That made me laugh… he had always wanted everyone to think that he was older then he really was by acting tough and "manly".
"Wow, I didn't know that you had friends." I said making Madison snicker.
"Hey FYI I have a lot of friends okay and-"
"Hey Collin, who are the chicks?" Someone yelled from behind him. Collin turned around and I saw 5 guys that looked almost identical to Collin walking towards us. None of them had shirts on… hallelujah.
"Oh fuck me." Madison whispered by my side.
"I second that." I said unable to look away from these sexy as eff men.
"These are my ladies. We were just about to have a hot threesome on the beach but you guys had to ruin it." He sighed.
"You wish!" I snorted making all of the guys laugh. "I'm Lila and this is Madison." I sat looking at one of the guys I recognized from school. "Embry right?"
"Yup, that's me." He said smiling. "And this is Jacob, Quil, Jared, and Paul." As he said each name I looked at the person it belonged to, earning a nod from each of them except for the last guy… Paul.
When I looked at him my heart squeezed in my chest and my jaw dropped. He was beautiful. Everything about him was perfect. His messy black hair, his sharp masculine features, his tanned skin, his rippling muscles, and his eyes; his deep stunning eyes that I could look into forever. He was looking at me with those eyes like I was the only thing and would always be the only thing that mattered.
"How's it going?" I said smiling, not looking away from Paul. He seemed at a loss for words and was quiet for a moment before his face broke out into the most amazing smile that made my heart beat really fast.
"Great, thanks. How are-"
You make me feel like I'm livin a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on I-
"Hello?" I said after pulling my phone out of my pocket.
"Hey babe."
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