(claire pov)

"I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED LOOKING LIKE THIS! I want to look pretty at my wedding, not like a fat bloated regnant whale!" is houted exasperated

"But why? Claire your pregnant not fat! why does everything have to be about you? we are a couple now youve got to start thinking about us now!" shane argued

"What? when have i ever thought about me? i want my wedding day to be perfect! i always do everything on your terms, when have you done anything for me except for getting me pregnant-again"

"i have always been there for you Claire, who was there for you when you were addicted to crack? when you tried to kill yourself? when Monica died and you nearly went crazy? if it wasn't for me another one of my babies would have id because of you, you self absorbed bitch!"

i stared at him in shock, tears falling down my face, i turned around and ran to my room pushing michael and even out of the way who stood there dumbstruck.

i locked my door and fell onto our room sobbing

is that what he really thought? did he blame me for our babies death? did he think this one will die too? does he think im a danger to my own baby?

its these times where i really miss Monica she died three months ago, she got on the wrong side of a vampire and he killed her, the vampire got executed but that didnt help my pain. i cried for days after her death and shane helped me through it, he was an angel to me. i always thought our relationship was too good to be true, all good things have to end sme time. i felt a nudge and put my hands around e belly, My little girl, i was 7 months now and i cant wait!

"claire?" eve said through the door " are you okay?"

"im fine, eve just need some time to myself" i shouted back

another voice merged with hers and i heard footsteps walk away from the door

" claire? im sorry, i shouldn't have said all that, your right i haven't bee there for you and we will delay the wedding if thats what you want, i just want you to be happy" shane said

i opened my door and said

"i think we should talk" i said staring into his eyes

HELLO EVERYBODY!

IM BACK and i have no idea where i am going with this story so please give me ideas i am begging you!

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