AN: This is my first fanfiction so... Oh also I own nothing but the plot. Stephanie meyer has everything else. Also Pink owns her song. ^^
I'll admit. I'm not the best type of girl. I've been drinking and smoking various things since I was at least ten. The reason why? You won't find out for a while. Maybe never. My name is Isabella Swan. I'm now eighteen. I live in Forks Washington with my biological father, Charlie. Life is supposed to be better here. I honestlly don't think it is. Back in Pheonix I...You know what?. Never mind. Let's just say I moved to Forks because of...Differences...with my mother and her new husband. I'll admit though. Life has been changing. Ever since I met him. He's this tall, broad shouldered guy. He has curly brown hair and bright golden eyes. The only reason I know this is because I sit next to him in Biology. Guess I should back up to when I actually met him.
"Hey Arizona. How you likin' the rain girl?" I laughed shaking my head as Mike Newton flipped his hat at me in attempts to get me wet. It was then that I saw him. Sitting beside the window, looking as if someone had just stabbed him. He oddly reminded me of a bear. I got my book from our biology teacher and sat down next to the bear man. I frowned quietly watched every muscle in his arm when he pushed the small glass toward me. 'Guess he isn't much of a talker.' I thought to myself going through the class, taking notes like I was supposed to. When he bell rang, the bear was out of that room so fast you would have thought that it had been on fire.
I walked to my old beaten up red truck listening to my ipod. Jessica had told me who all of the Cullen kids were at lunch and I stood there thinking about the bear. Emmett was aparently his name. He was the joker out of the group. 'Maybe that's a good thing. The rest of them look so serious. Except for Alice.' I thought about the little pixie like woman smmiling without meaning to. I jumped when the object of my thoughts popped up next to me. "Hi. Your Bella right? I'm Alice. I wanted to invite you to eat with us tomorrow at lunch." I blinked looking at the nearly vibrating Pixie and nodded dumbly. "Great. You know where we sit." She bounced away to Edward holding his arm smiling. I noticed that the Cullen crew all looked ticked off at the girl. She could probably care less though. I shrugged getting into my truck listening to the pink song that blasted through my headphones "Keep your dreams just give me the money! It's just you and your hand tonight" I sang along to the song on the way home. I saw that Charlie's car wasn't there so I ran inside and to my room laying on the bed. "Bella. You can't keep doing this to yourself. You know better then to make friends. James will find out and hurt them. Is that what you want?" I mumbled talking to myself before I closed my eyes my dreams quickly turning into nightmares.
"Stupid Bella. You think that I didn't know you were screwing this idiot?" James sneered holding a black haired, scared looking male, at gun point. "I wasn't James! He's just a friend!" "Friend hell. Maybe this will teach you Isabella. If I can't have you then no one can" He shouted at her as he shot the male once in the head. I screamed loudly holding myself looking at James scared. "Maybe this will teach you as well" He put the gun to my left shoulder and shot me smirking watching my blood poor out of me. I became dizzy and passed out quickly.
I screamed opening my eyes breathing hard. "It's okay, Bella. He's not here right now." I mumbled to myself getting up and sneaking to Charlie's liquor cabinet opening it and getting some vodka. I went to the kitchen putting it in some lemonade before putting the vodka. "Cheers" I said bitterly drinking it and crashing on my couch not caring who saw me in that state.
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