A/N:
Okay, first, I haven't updated my other AloisCiel fic because of a VERY VERY VERY FUCKING good reason.
I lost feeling in it. :c
Haven't you? ... /cough/ KALI.
But I'm going to make another, and here it is.
Hope you enjoy, yayaya, R&R for more.
Also, rated M for latahhh and longahhhh chapters. ;)
THANKS ERRYBODY.

Oh, and this isn't chapter one. This is like... an opening. A prologue, I don't know. Just review, and I'll add a chapter soon.
AND YEAH, It's in first person, and Ciel is a little OC. Just a little, though.
And he won't be talking to the reader the whole time. Just in this part.
So yeah, first person & OCishness.
If you don't like it, then don't fucking read it, okay?
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I try not to think about things like this as much as I do. But when there is a flirty blonde always in my lap, it's hard not to think about it.

Alois was always the... flirtatious type. Towards everyone, honestly.
I don't know what made me decide that one day, that I should flirt back. I guess I was testing it, to see what would happen, and where we would go, but guess how that turned out. Now he's always flirting. And always trying get more out of me.

And sometimes he does...

But anyways, I never thought I would like boys. Well, Alois.
If you really want to know something shocking, (if that isn't shocking enough), I kind of love him.
When I look past his anger, mood swings, and annoying-ness, (and trust me, that's really fucking hard) he's really... sweet. I guess.

Yeah, I'm sure you're probably shocked. I would never admit this aloud though, oh, God, no.

My mind is the one place I can escape from this pathetic human race filled world, and you're lucky you're able to know what's going on in it. I don't tell anyone what's on my mind, cause usually there isn't anything. Really, it's always empty. But another reason is because I don't have anyone. I try to keep my act, well, stoic. Emotionless. I don't know, I just don't like having feelings. I don't like sadness or happiness. Or feeling weak, or... in love.

If I'm ever happy, it's rare. Very rare.

But there are sometimes Alois makes me smile.

But then again, there are times, ALL the time, where he tries to make me smile. It never works. When he's trying to make me happy, I just sit there with a straight face, that actually does hurt. I want to laugh so bad, share the happiness with him... he deserves it. And just smile with him, although my smile would never look better than his. Or let alone, anyones. I try not to let him know it though. That I want to smile, and that I absolutely love it when he tries to make me. I feel like it's letting him win a game... he's always competitive.

So yeah, I just scowl and frown and tell him how pathetically annoying he is, and that he should stop.
Even though, I don't want him too. I never do.

So yeah, I'm telling you this, because well I don't know really.
But this is the story of how I sort of fell in love with my... enemy. And I don't regret any of it.

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Review now? 8D
...or, okay, don't.
That's cool too.
Just see if you get an update.