My heart's beating, my ears ringing. I bolted from the house when he told me how disgusting I am and how I should die.
I'm crying but it's hard to tell because of the rain falling from the sky. My body can't take it anymore; I collapse on the sidewalk in a mess of sobs. I know he's going to tell the family and then I won't have one. I need him, he's my rock, and the reason I have for living everyday. But now my reason for living hates me; is disgusted by me. I want to die.
A shiver runs through my body, my clothes are soaked from the rain. I'm cold, I'm alone, and I'm heart broken. As I lay upon the cold, wet, sidewalk I whisper the words I never meant to tell anyone
"My name is Shane Gray and I am in love with my brother Jason"