Hey everyone! This is an AU story of D-Gray Man! The characters will be a little OOC. This story is rated M for a reason.

Warning: If anyone is triggered by death, blood, suicide, pills, anxiety, panic attacks, rape and more please do not read this! Violent language is mildly used as well.

Disclaimer: I do not own D-Gray man sadly.

(Flashback)

Allen P.O.V:

"I'm s-sorry, I won't d-do it a-again." A small skinny boy that looked about 11 but was actually 13, stammered fearfully.

The gang I was involved in but was attempting to get out of surrounded me in an abandoned valley, holding knives and other various weapons.

The gang leader Billy slowly tredged towards me in a threatening manner, holding a knife right in front of my face. The moonlight shown through the valley making Billy look even more threatening.

"You little bitch, you think you can leave whenever you want huh? Well guess what little Allie-boy you cant, at least not without a parting gift of course." He sneered down at me. I was trembling, scared of what they were going to do to me.

"I-I'm really s-sorry I w-wont d-do it a-again!" I tried to calm my trembling hands. Billy slammed his large hand onto the wall next to my face. I flinched violently with tears starting to leak out from my eyes. All of a sudden Billy grinned an ear to ear grin.

"Time for some fun boys!" He laughed crazily.

Billy lowered the knife and positioned it right above my left eye. He started carving some sort of pattern on m skin with the knife and dragged it all the way down my cheek, stopping a few centimeters above my chin.

I screamed for what felt like hours but in reality was only a few minutes. When he finally finished I had blood running down my face mixed with my tears. The rest of the gang took that as their cue to start tormenting me as well.

They beat me without a care in the world laughing at my pain. Just when I thought it was almost over I felt something hard poke my inner thigh (AN. Not gonna go into details) and felt fear shoot through me ten-fold.

"You ready lil boy? We haven't had much fun for a while" They grinned crazily. "N-no p-please don't!" I screamed and beg while they undressed me. 'Please someone help me' I thought. That was my last thought as they raped me.

One Hour Time Skip (still in flashback)

I lay broken and bloodied on the hard and cold pavement.

I was stark naked and had multiple wounds and bruises littered all over my body.

The worst one was a thick in width and size cut from my collarbone to my navel. I know it will scar for sure. I still had a hard time believing that I was just beaten and raped by 7 people and felt like dying right then.

My shockingly white hair was matted with blood and looked like a disgusting moldy brown color. My vision was blurry and I looked up at the sky with dull eyes. 'Just take me away' I thought too the gods.

Just when I felt I was losing consciousness I saw long fiery red hair in the corner of my vision, walking towards me. "N-no..." I muttered brokenly and finally succumbed to the darkness.

(flashback over)

That was over one year ago. My name is Allen Walker and I'm now 15 years old.

It's September 21 and it's the first day of school. I have white hair and a red uneven scar down the left side of my face. My left arm is scaly and red and I was called a monster and a freak by every school and place I have ever gone to.

I really hope it would be different this time. I was preparing for my new school Black Order High. I put on a dark shirt that said 'Who Cares?' and ripped black jeans with a chain on the right side. I had black gloves and a gold earring in my left ear.

Some people would say I was emo but it's just the opposite. I developed a mask of sorts to hide my feelings.

To people I seemed kind and polite even though I looked like a bad-boy. As I was brushing my teeth the door to my room opened and my guardian Cross came inside. He is pretty overprotective and it makes me feel nice.

"Idiot apprentice, don't forget your pills." He said and left just like that.

"Oh and by the way the principal Komui knows everything" He shouted. I looked down and muttered "Isn't that great, another one knows my flaws." I washed my face and left the bathroom, grabbing my pills and phone before running out the door. Fifteen minutes of walking later and a tall building comes into view.

"Woah, intense." I mutter. I see people everywhere rushing to class and some greeting friends. I sigh and open the main doors. Black Order High here I come!

And Done! Please review and also I will update as soon as possible.

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