not mine now, not mine ever.
"when i still believed in happy endings i would smile into the stars, hoping that they would see my wish"
"when i still believed that life would be okay i would look at the rain, seeing that with every thunderstorm comes a rainbow"
"when i still belived that there was hope for you and i, i would scream and shout in tears, wondering why"
"when i believed in false lies, i would smile that perfect smile and look into your eyes"
"but once i stopped believing, i realized that it was never real, not for you and i"
a/n: this is basically just a drabble of what i think could have gone through her (becky's) mind throughout the whole love potion thing