I never given much thought to how I'd spend eternity. I just had a simple thought and that was to be with him forever. It wasn't until I got changed into the life of a heartless cold predator is when I realize that there is more than this. I thought that he was the one I love truly until I woken up to reality. First I am a vampire, second there is a something in my body that thirst for this blood I am smelling and third that I am not unconditionally in love with Edward.
I waited behind the tree in fear that Edward would hear me and ask if I'm done hunting which I was. It was just this scent is driving me crazy. A heart beating in a chest of someone human but not quite. The blood is calling me as I feel my throat ache as my eyes bled the color red. I walk slowly behind the person and realize it was a familiar scent. My eyes closed as I felt him turn around and look back at me. "Bella" He whispered.
"I-Uh..I can't remember your name" I said feeling bad for him but hell his blood smells delicious. "Jacob" He responded and I open my eyes and look into his. I felt lighter than before which I never knew could exist. There was this awoken connection that made myself light-headed and intrigue by his existence. Jacob stroke my cheek as his heart pounded twice as fast than normal. "Beautiful… cold… impossible… "he said dazzled by my appearance. I swallowed hard and pulled away feeling like I did something wrong. "I always knew you were meant for me Bella. Now legends just proved it…why now? Why as this?" He asked balling his fists closing his eyes. "I'm sorry Bells but I gotta go" He growled and then phased before running away.