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Sakura Haruno still loved him even after all these years. Still cried when ever she thought about him, he left her alone on a cold stone bench by the village gates, but when it came down to it she just couldn't bring herself to not love him. Because no matter how hard she tries, she always will.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

And yet at the same time she hates him with every fiber of her being, she loved him and all he would do is push her away. She cried for him and all he did was look away calling her annoying, and that was what would break her fragile heart.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

The time during the chunin exams when Orochimaru bit him was one of the most terrifying moments in her life, he cried out in pain and tossed and turned in his sleep. It was then and there that she blossomed into a stronger willed person and vowed to protect her comrades in any way she could.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

After that incident she paid closer attention to him and saw his inner battle, knowing that something was happening but having no way of stopping it. So she just watched helplessly as he went over the edge. And even to this day she has nightmares about not being able to help and about being completely useless.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

He never realized it but he was one of her most precious people and she would just try to keep him from destroying himself. But in the end she failed and she would never be whole again because his presence is always there, just out of reach.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

She wondered why he was always secluding himself from the world but never realized why until after he left... he didn't want to let others close enough to make any bonds that may be taken away from him and leave him heartbroken again, and yet that is exactly how he left her.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

He may have left the village behind but what he didn't know is that he took her heart with him the moment he left.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

She's a kunoichi of Konohagakure and that means that some day she may have to hunt him down and kill him, but if it comes to that she wants to be the one to get that mission...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

That way no one else will have to get hurt or die, if she can she will kill him, if she can't then she will die at the hands of the man that killed her heart all those years ago, and she will leave with a smile, because she'd always be there to wipe away his tears, even after death.

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