This will be a multi- chapter fic, believe me I'm just getting started =}

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I woke to the constant beeping of my phone. I knew he wasn't going to be able to let this go. I just didn't understand why.

I opened my phone to reveal twenty two text messages, twelve voice mails, and thirty five missed calls. Good lord, he must have been awake all night trying to get a hold of me. I almost felt sorry for him...almost.

I lay in bed listening to the soft rain patter against my window. I knew i had to get up, i had tests to get through head hurt just thinking about the extra energy i would have to use to try and concentrate today in would almost impossible to not think about last nights events.

I got up from my warm bed quicker than i intended. The dull ache between my thighs caused me to sit back down. I noticed the blood seeping through the jeans i still wore from last night. I remember not bothering to change when i came home before crashing down on my bed in a fit of sobs.

How could you love someone so much, but hate him with everything you have, at the same time?

Hate? i hate him? Last night was my fault as well. right? I initiated it..

NO! no no no. Bella Swan, you will not be that girl any longer!

I almost laughed at the argument taking place inside my head. I got up to face the mirror above my desk.

"When did you become so crazy?" i asked myself, even though i knew the answer.

Since Edward Cullen.

A small part of me knew that wasn't entirely true. He wasn't always such an asshole. Even now, he was sweet and thoughtful, passionate and romantic... when his friends weren't around.

I let a few more tears escape my swollen eyes before brushing them away. I stood up straighter and looked at reflection again. God, i look awful. My long wavy hair was stuck to my face in some places, and a static mess in others. Last nights mascara, that Alice forced on me, was now in deep smudges under my eyes. My eye's were almost swollen shut from the crying all night, and i had nice little red blotches across my face.I can honestly say its the worst I've ever looked.

The pain i felt was far worse than my appearance, and i was reminded of it yet again when my phone went off.

I didn't even bother looking at the caller I.D. as i gathered my toiletries and headed for the shower. School didn't start for another 3 hours. I contemplated going back to sleep, but i knew i wouldn't be able too.

I had to figure out how i was going to survive the day anyway.

I stayed in shower until the hot water ran out. Hot water always calmed my nerves down a bit. I dried off and brushed my teeth. I looked a little better, no more red blotches, and my hair was tons i was putting on my favorite dark blue skinny jeans i heard the doorbell ring. I froze. He wouldn't?! i silently asked myself.

I walked down stairs to check the peep hole, i just wouldn't open the door if it was him. I thanked the gods above when i saw Alice and Rosalie standing on my front porch, both holding bags in their hand, and both wearing the same swollen eye's i was sporting. I was instantly worried and hurried to open the door.

"Whats wrong guys? why are you hear so early? did something happen?" i asked without taking a breath.

Rose gave me a sad smile "we figured you needed to talk Bells"

Alice looked up at me with tears forming in her eyes " I think we all need to talk" her voice cracked as she and Rose walked through the door.

I didn't know what was going on with my two best friends, i knew they had no idea what happened last night. I left the party without saying goodbye to anyone.,except Edward. I knew their reasons for coming here so early were for different reasons. They both looked to sad and torn apart, so i grabbed them both for a tight hug. We all broke down and started sobbing with our arms wrapped around each other. I loved my best friends more than anything.

Charlie came down the stairs and stopped in his tracks when he saw us. I felt bad for putting him in such an awkward situation. He's never been comfortable around female's. He was shy and uncomfortable, and not a man of many words. We were a lot alike, Charlie and i. He loves Rose and Ali like daughters, but had no idea what to do in this sort of situation. I knew he was wishing my mother was here, he probably thought we all started our periods or something.

I broke from our embrace long enough to speak a few words to Charlie.

"Were fine dad. Just having a girl moment. Have a good day at work" i said before grabbing my best friends hands, and leading them quickly to my room.

"Uh..OK Bells, have a good day at school. You too, Ali and Rose." he called up to us before letting out a sigh of relief. I heard him open and shut the front door a few moments later.

Rose sat down slowly on my bed, while Alice down on my desk chair. I sat on the edge of my bed, facing them. I looked over at them, and they both looked down at their hands. I could tell they were trying not to break down again. I knew that feeling.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes. I didn't know what to say, i knew something was wrong, so i put my own feeling aside and focused on them.

" Whats going on guys? You both look as terrible as i do.." i looked at them again. My usually breath taking best friends looked so unnatural to me. Rose's beautiful long blond hair was in some sort of bun, all tangles and mess. Her usual perfect makeup was smeared, and instead of some beautiful designer outfit, she wore i have never once, in our four years of friendship, seen her wear. Alice looked worse. Her spike jet black shiny hair was flat and tangled around her small face, no makeup, and wore a big sweat shirt and plain black leggings.

My hear broke for them. I hated to see them in such disarray.I tried to begin my questioning again, but Alice started sobbing again.

"We know wha..what Edward did Bella!" i winced at Edwards name, the pain flooding my heart again. I looked down at my hands to try and keep from crying.

"How did you know?" i whispered. Rose came over and put her arm around me.

She sighed before going on. "We overheard Edward talking to Jasper and Emmett. They didn't know we were listening. We only heard that you caught him kissing Tanya...a few minutes after you two had sex" I heard Alice walk over and sit in front of me.

She held my hands as she said "We want to know everything that happened Bella, but before you tell us, we want you to know that Rose and i broke it off with Jasper and Emmett."

My head shot up as she said this "why? why would you do that? they had nothing to do with this" i didn't understand..

Rose and Ali looked at each other before Alice spoke again.."Bella, this has been a long time coming, and we all know night was just the icing on the cake. After the conversation we heard, i doubt we will ever speak to them again".

Rose let out a sad sigh "Alice is right, this has been a long time coming. We have put up with too much from those three boys. They've treated us like shit for over a year now, and i cant believe we just stood by their side and took it"

She was right. Ever since Edward, Jasper, and Emmett made varsity football, and started hanging out with the rest of the guys on team, is when things started going down hill. They started to ignore us, treat us like crap in front of their friends, flirting with other girls, canceling plans, never calling, and so on. For over a year this went on, and still we stayed with them.

We made too many excuses for their behavior, crying to one another at whatever they happened to say or do that day. We had each other to come too, and it helped that we were all going through the same thing. We had no idea what stopped us from breaking up with them, even when we knew we all deserved better.

They used to be so great to us, and when their friends weren't around, they weren't the same asshole's that took advantage of us. They were loving and attentive. They were the same guys we fell in love with freshmen year.I think that's why we stayed with them, we knew who they really were, and we loved them with our whole hearts.

The last few months though, we knew we were hanging on by our last threads. Things were only getting worse, and every time we tried to talk to them about it, they laughed it off saying they had no idea what we were talking about. They break our hearts more everyday, and we were running out of reasons why we loved them. The boyfriends they were when no one else was around, was no longer enough for us. We should never have to settle for only being treated well half the time, and we hated ourselves for settling for so long.

As we sat there thinking about all the stuff they had put us through over the last year i suddenly remembered Rosalie saying something about the conversation they overheard.

"What all did you hear them saying, it must have been bad enough for you two to break up with them" i almost didn't want to hear it.

Alice took over, her tiny face filled with rage "Edward was saying something about you guys having sex...and that's all we heard him say when Emmet said "God, finally" or some shit. Then jasper said something along the lines of me "not giving him some" for a few days, and that he was about ready it get it from skanky Lauren. Emmet laughed and said "No kidding, there's plenty of girls who are willing, that Jessica chick has nice tits.." That's all we heard of the conversation..but it was enough." she sighed again as tears filled her eye's.

"Bella, you probably don't care, but Edward was crying..and very drunk from what we say..he had a hard time even understanding hi-" i stopped her. "Your right Alice i don't care"

Rose continued "We walked over to them, slapped all three of them, told them we were through with all of their bullshit, and left. They didn't even come after us, try to explain or apologize or anything..I hate them for this..i hate them for everything they did to us..but I'm mad at ourselves too. We let them get away with it all, we put up with it, we let them change us..i dont even know who we are anymore." she was sobbing again. We all were.

We sat there holding each other again, i don't know how long we sat there like this, but all of a sudden Alice jumped up, scaring both Rose and I.

"OK! we are ditching school, we will make up whatever we miss on Monday, and were spending the whole weekend together. Were going to the spa today, getting makeovers, and shopping..then the rest of the weekend..we can veg out and and talk and cry..whatever we need too. Come Monday, were going back to school new and better people, we will make those boys regret ever fucking us over. We will act happy and look hot. We will flirt with whoever and whenever we want. Were free, were single, were young, were hot, and goddamn it were going to enjoy life!" she had her hands on her hips and stern look on her face.

" We have this weekend to feel sorry for ourselves, but after this no more! We will not let those assholes make us feel like dirt anymore. We are going to be confident and independent like we used to be. We have each other and that's all we need" Rose and i stood up and hugged each other again when she finished her rant.

"And Bella, you do not get out of telling us what happened missy, you need to talk about it." Rose said.

I sighed, knowing she was right. "Your right, its a long story, but i will give you the short version." We all sat on the floor before i began...