hey everyone this is my new story and i wanna know if i should continue
oh and i think the song Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park goes with the story
BPOV
I can't believe Edward lied this whole time, he said he loved me but he abandoned me in the middle of the forest. All this time I thought he actually cared but he was lying all along. Why did he do that? He was my life and it just hurts that the other Cullens just went along with him. Especially Alice she was my best friend and she could have seen this coming but she never told me anything. I thought Edward loved me but he didn't that's why he didn't want to turn me like him. I should have realized that before.
Everyday it hurt to go on. I distanced myself from everyone. I hated coming out of my room because then i had to see the concern and worry in everyone's eyes especially Charlie's, and it just hurt more to see them like that. I considered suicide alot thinking to myself Edward isn't here anymore I have nothing to live for why should I live in pain when I can die and everything will go away. But for some reason I just couldn't do it. No matter what I told myself I still had hope that Edward would come back or that we would meet in the future someday. So i just continued living with the pain.
Every day afterschool I walked to our meadow hoping he would be there but he never was. I had started to give up hope telling myself that edward would never be here because he didn't love me.I had been going for about 2 months when I was just thinking back on Edward when I heard someone behind me. I turned and saw it was Victoria and Laurent. I thought they're here for revenge, soon they will kill me and my suffering will be over. Then Victoria said "hello Bella long time no see. Where's Edward?" finally I would get the death I wished for ever since Edward left. Laurent came up to me and said "so Bella we heard Edward left you, how sad he left you in our hands" I just stood still waiting for them to get it over with. I closed my eyes and I heard silence and the wind whispering in my ear, and I knew Victoria was next to me. Finally Victoria whispered in my ear "it's alright Bella we have plans for you" and I felt her teeth bite me and the pain start.
don't forget to review please should i continue or not?