Ok, so this song has been stuck in my head for the past…ever. And just when it got out, my math teacher played it during our geometry test and it was in my head for the rest of the week! Well, I ended up getting an A+ (woot!) despite my doodling all over the side of the page. And then, when it was stuck in my head during study, I had an epiphany! Alejandro's name…is Alejandro! And the song kinda sorta loosely relates to Abby's POV.
Anyway, to make a long story longer, this popped into my head, it's short, more of a drabble then a oneshot. And it's kind of AU. Let's just say they had a little fling going on and…well, it takes place in the now. but she doesn't know of Alejandro's involvement with all this.
And it's a lot better if you listen to Alejandro by Lady Gaga while listening to it. Also, its funnier if you make it all dramatic like in your head:D
"Alejandro…" she whispers, her throat dry, tears threatening to leave her already glistening eyes.
With her hands in her pockets, she turns to the side, her head up. She won't look at you.
You know this is the end. You deserve it anyway. But she doesn't know the real story.
"I know that we are young, and I know that you may love me, but…I just can't be with you like this anymore…Alejandro."
You know what she's talking about. She tried to make things work. You just used her. Sneaking around to Mexico while she stayed home, waiting for you, or even a call, but you had different plans.
You had asked her to come to Mexico with you. Not because you love her, you just need her skills. But she is not as naive as you thought. She knows where she belongs.
But you still need her, the file is lost. She has to have a copy right? This can't end yet, your show must go on.
"Babe." you look at her, taking her hands.
"I'm not your babe." she says harshly, pulling her hands out of your grasp.
You know the real reason, for she does not know about your plan.
It's that Agent, the one that was in Mexico with her. They shared a bed, didn't they? Was there a way to get him out of the picture just a little longer?
No, he's too protective, more like a father than a lover. She is not broken, just a child, young and innocent. You charmed her until you had her trust. And then you used her innocence, you tricked her.
"Abby, please." you beg, you are desperate. You need that file. Paloma needs that file. You both need justice. Gibbs needs to go down.
"Stop, please. Just let me go." she turned around dramatically, now you cannot even see her face.
She hides her love for you, but you don't know that. The wool over your eyes is too thick.
"At this point I have to choose." she says quietly.
And that is it, she has chosen. The Agent over you, her family over you.
"Abby." you say one last time, but you are not a killer. You hate seeing her like this. You don't want to hate seeing her like this. You are jealous of your sister's coldness. How she can deceive people so well and it does not affect her, actually, it gives her power.
"Don't call my name." she says sadly. "Alejandro, please, just let me go."
Pointless I know. But I wanted to get it out
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