;) ~ This is my first Kyo Kara Maoh story !! In this chapter , it may seem like Wolfram / OC but its notin the future it will become a Yuuram, so if you dont like this kind of stuff, dont read it !! and if you have a mean review , then dont review !! ^-^ But, Im just writing this out of thing. Its not planned out. So, in the future, I might need ideas. I DONT OWN ANY KKM CHARACTERS..... sadly .. T-T The words that are Italic but with a ( -*- ) above it is a flashback . The one that doesn't have ( -*- )one of thoses, is Wolfram's inner thoughts.

Hope you enjoy it !!!! ^-^ ~ :)

Wolfram's POV

" YOU CHEATING WIMP, COME BACK HERE !!! " I yelled after my wimp of a fiance. Yet AGAIN, he cheated on me by flirting with a princess from the country over. I didnt really catch the name of the country since I was more interestined in the way she was tring to advance herself toward Yuri . Laughing at everything he says, blushing every so often at one of Yuri's comments And here I was at square 1 once again, chasing him around the castle like always , yelling at him, telling him I was HIS fiance and not that hussy's . HMM. "

Yuri then suddenly turned around and stopped , making my stop immediantly.

"Wolfram !! I didn't cheat on you for the millionth time. Goodness, why do you always have to do this to me ?!?! It happens everytime. I talk to someone , OTHER THEN you , which I have to do because I AM the king of Shin Makoku, then you claim that I " flirted " with a girl, or how I "flirted" with the walter when I told him my thanks for helping !! Really !?!? Why do you always do this ?!?! "

" Because IM YOUR FIANCE YURI !!! "

" NO, YOUR NOT !!! Ok, that was an accident !! We are both guys !!! That may be normal here , but where I come from , that isnt normal ! I didnt know what I was doing back then ! I have told you time and time again that I dont think of you as more then a friend . I didnt end the engagement because of you pride. Ok, I didnt want you to look bad because of me. But, apparently that didnt help the situation . Im sorry, I cant see you no more than a friend to me .... dont you get that ?"

Speechless... that's what I was at that moment. Did he really think of me as that much of an annoyence ? Does.. does he really hate me .

Lowering my head to hid my eyes with my hair. " Wolfram ? " said a worried sounding Yuri.

Don't Cry ... dont show weakness

I didnt dare lift up my head to see him. But from what I could see was that he was just about to touch my shoulder. " Wolf ?"

..gasp..

I slapped his hand way from me, statling him. With my head still down , I walked away, my back facing him and walked away with the dignity I still had left.. if I had any .

" Wolf ?! Wolfram !! " said Yuri . At that, I ran at high speed to my room. Not the royal chamber , but my own room. " WOLFRAM !! " I heard Yuri running after me . I turned the corner and went down a hallway like my life depended on it. and turned another but stayed against the wall to wait for Yuri to pass me. He passed me , but didnt continue to run. He looked around for me , but didnt see me then noticed the rose garden's arch and ran into the maze of the rose garden.

He's smart

He knows that when Im upset about something, you would often find me in the Rose Garden, admiring the roses. Their soft delicut petals, and their amazing colors.

(-*-)

" Your just like a rose Wolfy !" she said with a smile on her face like she just made a great discovery . " Why would you think that ?" i asked her. At that, she leaned in on a red rose, making me also lean in. " Roses remind me a lot of you. They are beautiful creatures. Their soft petals, there radiant colors, but because of their beauty, thay make them look weak"

" Hey!! How am I weak ?!?! "

" Haha, but they are also strong. Their thick stems , there ruff leaves. They also defend, their thorns that can cut through skin. "

" ..."

" My point is that you may look weak and defensive because of your looks, but you strong. You dont take other people's stupid acts. Your wise. .. and thick head ! " she chuckled and softly bump my head with her hand. At that I couldnt help but blush a little at the compliment and laughted with her.

(-*-)

" I sure do miss her " I whispered to myself. But after a second I realized that I was still hiding from Yuri. I looked at both ways of the hallway where I came from and ran to the direction to my room. When I got to my room, I quickly opened the door, locked it behind me to make sure no one came in.

Wow, I havent been in here in a long time. I went to my bed and sat indian style on my bed looking at my surroundings. The oil lamp next to my bed on the desk. My bookshelf filled with books that Gunter gave to learn from years ago when I was still studing and my dresser and the piano. Yes, we have instruments like pianos here in Shin Makoku. Yuri didnt know of my knowledge of the instruments. When he took me to Earth, we went shopping for Mama-san , we passed a music store and saw a piano.

(-*-)

" I didnt know that they had pianos here on Earth "

" What ? You know about pianos Wolfram ? "

" Ofcourse wimp ! I play it, or I played it. I havent played in years .."

" Wow, I didnt know Shin Makoku had that kind of stuff. I didnt even know you liked music"

" Like, I love it. ... Its my way to escape from the drama at the castle. but now that I dont really play anymore, painting is my escape since I have a model " I flatly added.

" Well, you should play for me sometime " she said with that stupid smile of his that always makes me blush

" hm.. wimp "

(-*-)

She was the one who taught me how to love music. Noticing the dust on the piano, I went to wip it off with my sleeve. I was just about the touch the keys when I noticed that if I played a key, that would blow my cover to where I was hiding. Knowing that I'd be in the room for a while and I really wasnt in the mood to think about the incident that just took place, I decided to look through some of my old things to just waste time. I went to my dresser to see if I still had some clothes in there. At the corner of my eye, I saw the box. Yes, my memory box.

" I cant believe I forgot all about this " I said to myself, lowering myself to the flooring getting a better look of the object. When I was going to open it. I noticed that it need a key to open it. " oh... right " I stood up from the floor and when to the piano. I looked under the lid of the grand piano at looked at the string that created the sound of the middle C.

(-*-)

" What better place to hide a key then on a key ! " she said by placing the key to the box she gave me for my 75th birthday next to the key for middle C in the piano.

" Yep, no one will know where it is. Only you and me ! " I said with a smle

" Yep, our little box. Our own little memory box ! "

(-*-)

I picked up the key and went back to the box. I sat on the floor and layed the box on my lap. I put in the key and turned it. Just when I did, the lach undid and i lifted the lid. There layed stuff that only her and I knew about. Our letters that we wrote to eachother. Our letters that she would send from Bielefled lands. Why doesn't uncle let her go ? Why cant I see her ? She's strong. I can guard her. I can take care of her

(-*-)

" What's wrong Ciel ?" i asked the girl. Her dark grey hair covering her eyes

" ..." no answer.

" Lucilia, what's wrong ?"

"... Im leaving.. " she said with her hair still covering her emerald eyes.

" But, you'll be back soon .. right ?" i asked, hoping that the answer would be yes.

" .... No "

I could of swore my heart skipped a beat

" .. why ? "

" ... Its not safe. Father doesnt want me to be in danger anymore. He wants be to be propared. "

".... but " tears started forming in my eyes, lowering my head.

" I'll see you again. I'll write to you as often as I can and update you. Just promise one thing"

I looked up at her

" Promise me you'll not cry .. don't show weakness... your strong , you told me yourself. Become stronger if you must. So, when I come back, you can protect me." she said with a sad smile.

She has " protected " me for as long as I can remember. Even though im older then her, she would still protect me in a mother type way since Mother would always be busy with the duties of being the Maoh. I was not a child. I am a 75 year old man. But, I just need someone to talk to . To understand me , to assure me that im not alone in this world.

" Promise me " she said gently

I looked up at her , determination building up .

" I promise "

(-*-)

Letters

...

Pictures we would draw to eachother when we were kids

....

Her Necklace.

(-*-)

It was the break of dawn and it was time for Lucilia to leave.

" Here, I want you to have this " she said

I wasnt sure what she was talking about till she started to take it off around her neck.

" But !.."

" Ah... im not finished " she smiled , shutting me up immediantly

" I want you to hold to this . Remember that promise we made?"

I nodded

" Well, when I come back, I want you to give this to me when you believe you are strong enough to protect me. If you can give this back to me, then you are telling me that you fufilled your promise to take care of me. .. Understood ?" she said with a gentle yet ferm look on her face.

" Yes, I understand " I told her proudly.

With that she said her goodbyes to everyone and got on the carrage. When the carrage started to move down the driveway, she yelled out the window

" Dont be a wimp !! " she said with a smile on her face.

" IM NOT A WIMP !!!!! "

(-*-)

" Ha..."

I put the letters and drawings back in the box, but decided to keep the necklace out. I put the key to the box in its hiding place and went to the mirror with the necklace. The good thing was that the necklace was small, so it would be easy to hide since it was a little too femanine for my taste, but everytime I saw it , it made me strong in a way. I unlached it and put to around my neck. Then looked at my self in the mirror while gently stroking the necklace. The silver chain hanging from my neck holding a sliver creasent moon. The tip of the moon holding a star with a diamond on it.

Everytime I saw it , it made me think of her and make me stronger. She was the only one I showed weakness to. She's like a sister to me ... but I couldnt protect her on that day

" ... Lucilia "

Yaaa !! First chapter done !! I will update this ASAP !! And my other story too ... Thanks for reading !! ^-^