Chapter 1/6

Kurt waited for Blaine to reply, but he didn't.

-Blaine?

Kurt wasn't looking at him. He was embarrassed, he shouldn't have asked that. Blaine wasn't ready for this, Kurt could feel it. His fingers were sweating, why didn't he close his mouth?! He must have waited for the perfect moment. Maybe a sunny day in the beach or a rainy one under an umbrella. New York was big and endless; people loved, lived, cried, ate, laughed… but nobody asked any stuff just because they could. Kurt touched his right arm with his left hand softly and bitted his lip. He felt shy, but why? Why did he feel shy with his boyfriend?

Blaine placed both hands around Kurt's left hand, and started to caress each finger with his thumbs. Kurt's calm and shy attitude was stopped by a fire inside him, caused by Blaine's touch. His back burnt, then his neck, which obligated him to move his head quickly and stare at his boyfriend, who was gazing at him with a grin.

-Of course I'd like to move with you.

Blaine was excited; he glanced at Kurt's apartment imagining his life in there. Kurt wasn't breathing at all. He was just staring at his boyfriend. That's all he wanted: to stare. During the mornings, the afternoons, the evenings, the nights. He wanted to stare at his handsome boyfriend, who in Kurt's opinion became more and more stunning every second that passed.

Blaine spoke again, this time with a serious, but honest, look.

-I love you so much.

And placed a sweet kiss into Kurt's mouth. Kurt's favourites. He kissed him back, of course, while Blaine was putting his hands around his boyfriend's head.

-I really do love you.-repeated Blaine trying to catch his breathe.

Kurt decided not to reply, and saved his tongue to kiss him. His hands held Blaine's chest, so he took advantage of it and push him carefully towards the couch. Blaine laughed and made Kurt laugh.

It felt so great to have his boyfriend in his favourite city…

-Something worries me.

Kurt was now sitting down and Blaine gave him a confused look.

-What worries you?

-You thought too much before replying me.

Blaine sat down too, and started explaining:

-Oh Kurt I…

-You may think that I want to hurry everything but no, if I could press the 'slow motion' button I'd do it but I can't, I want to live with you, I'm prepared to do it. I want the best for both so please be honest with me Blaine.

His boyfriend laughed in silence and started to place some kisses into Kurt's neck.

-Are you laughing… at me?

-I'm not laughing, Kurt. - Blaine said trying not to laugh.

-Yes you are. Perhaps this doesn't sound important to you, but it's important for me.

Kurt felt a little disappointed. It hurt to feel like that about his boyfriend, but at the same time he knew that pain was going to be gone, because he trusted Blaine. He loved Blaine.

-Heyyyy. Wait there. First: it's really important for me. Second: I'm sorry.

Blaine started to caress Kurt's legs; neither of them talked until Kurt started to feel that fire inside him again. -First: I'm glad to hear that. Now I want you to explain me why you didn't reply faster. Second:

Kurt took a deep breathe.

-Don't apologize. You laughed… and I…I love your laugh, I feel alive when I hear it…I kind of needed it. I haven't seen you in a long time.

Blaine's eyes were full of tears. He stopped touching Kurt's legs to dry his eyes and then he took his boyfriend's hands to say:

-First: I didn't reply faster because I was imagining everything. You, me, together in this beautiful, beautiful apartment. Me baking you cookies for breakfast, both sleeping peaceful, cuddling on the couch if one of us is sick, telling everybody 'this is me and my boyfriend's home'…

A smile suddenly showed up on Kurt's face.

-Stop, now- he said happily. And he continued:

- It's enough. I love you. Thank you. This is why I want you to move.

Now Kurt was full of tears, but that didn't stop him from whispering:

-I love you Blaine, so so much.

This time Kurt immediately kissed him, sweet and fiercely at the same time… but Blaine hasn't finished yet. He took a small step back, looked right into his boyfriend's ocean eyes and said:

-Second: I did it on purpose. The laughter, I knew you needed it, Kurt…

-SHUT UP!

They both laughed, and gazed at each other again for a very long time. They didn't kiss; they took their time to imagine. They were going to live together. Together in New York City. They couldn't have asked for more. They had it all.