Why am I still alive?

shouldn't I be dead?

I wish I was dead…

Nothing could be worse than the feeling of being ripped apart from someone you love..

I was so afraid…

So afraid of being alone again..

And now look at me..

I am all alone, I have no one.

My heart belongs to yuna..

No one else.

That is why I haven't lost hope yet..

Because of you yuna…

Thank you.

I was caught off guard when I was taken here..

Why couldn't the fayth just wait a little bit longer..

All I want is just one minute with her…

So she knows how much I love her..

I never got to tell her I loved her……

I feel so lost…

So confused…

I just want to start over with yuna by my side..

I've given a lot of thought to the night me and her use to have..

The days have come a gone..

So fast…

Is there someone out there that feels like me?

I hope there isn't…

I really do.

Will she forget about me?

Will she think of me?

I don't know..

Life is so complicated..

When I am with you..

Everyone else fades away..

You are my life..

The one for me..

My special person..

The one meant for me..

My bright light has now turned to dark..

It is pointless to live..

When to live is torment..

Death is my physician..

And to die is my prescription….