Relena looked in the mirror. She sighed and set her brush down on the dresser. 'Im sick of waiting. Im moving on, please heart understand my choice.' she thought as she took the stuffed bear.
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Relena had become bored of Heero's game, appear then disappear on her. She looked at the bear and then looked at the trash can.
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I wouldn't want you
Any other way.
Even though when Heero does appear he shows her care and devotion, but when ever anyone is around them he gives her the cold shoulder. She just can't stand it anymore.
Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
She needs more than a moment of happiness she needs someone to care for her all the time.
Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
Heero Opened the balcony door to Relena's room and she turned around. She set the teddy bear on the dresser and looked at him. Heero walked over to Relena and wrapped his arms around her waist.
I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.
Relena decided to let her choice hold for a little longer. Relena Wrapped her arms around Heero's neck and smiled as he kissed her eyelashes then her cheeks, her nose and then her lips.
Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.
Relena woke up in the morning to find her bed empty.
But, it's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Heero came back that night and went to wrap his arms around Relena but she dogged him. Heero looked at her and thought she was playing a game.
Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.
Relena points to the trash can and Heero looks inside it to see the teddy bear. He looks at her confused.
Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?
"I can't deal with the way you are in the relationship." Relena said. Heero looked into her sad eyes to look for some answer, some truth. All he saw was pain that was their for a long time. He looked down and knew what was happening.
How can it mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
"So you feel nothing will work?" heero said to her in a hurt voice. Relena nodded. "I can't go on like this. You either change or, we just, it's killing me Heero, very slowly and painfully it's killing me inside." Relena said.
I'll keep digging till,
I feel something.
Heero looked at her and took her into his embrace. "I'll find a way to change, for you, I just need your help, please." he said with love in his voice. Relena broke into tears of happiness. "You would do that?" she looked up at him.
Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.
Heero made a small smile and nodded. "I love you Relena, of course I would." he said. "And I love you Heero." she said as she just stayed in his arms.
Ok, so I tried to pull off a happy song fic. It looks like I did. I suppose I should go to bed but i wont! =P so R&R